HIM

CHAPTER 33

I lied on his bed crying. I was so shocked and didn't believe it. I couldn't stop myself, I was weeping and crying, it was so much to bear, I suddenly screamed to the top of my lungs before I could stop myself. Harry came running with some clothes in his hands.
"What's wrong?" He said concerned. I didn't answer, I just kept crying and weeping. He sat next to me on his bed and hugged me.
"It's okay, It's okay. Calm down."
"I-I can't." That was all I said.
"I am here with you baby, no one will hurt you." I didn't say anything.
"Lokk at me Sophia, look at my eyes." He said. I did as he said.
"As ling as I am with you no one will ever dare to hurt you even come near you. You are mine okay, no one has the right to come near you or talk to you except me. Okay."
"Okay." My voice was barely heard. But somehow that made me feel better. He is always my cure.
"Take these clothes and go take a shower." He said smiling at me. I stood up and started moving out of the room.
"Do you want me to help you." He said smirking. I could hear it in his voice.
"Shut up." I said sarcastically
I went to the bathroom which was just 5 feet away from his bedroom door. I entered the bathroom and found that it was almost just like ours. This neighborhood's houses are just alike.

I took off my clothes slowly, I still feel their hands on my body, I want to vomit. I can't bear that feeling. I feel like it hurts me to death. I feel like there is boiling water all over my body. I got into the bathtub and turned on the water. I found a soap and bubbles machine in the bathroom, I turned them on and the bathtub was full of bubbles and soap foam. It felt amazing on my body like removing all the dirty, dis innocent, hungry touches on my body. I just lied their thinking of what happened and how Harry was so generous to me. How gentle he was.

I got out of the bathtub when I felt like I am completely relaxed. When I put on Karen's clothes, I felt like they fit me perfectly, It showed my curves perfectly. I know I am more full than Karen but I didn't think that I would look like that of I wore her clothes. It was a cotton hot short and a half-sleeves t-shirt. I think I looked beautiful.

I went back to his room and the door was closed, I opened it and found that he was talking in the phone and as soon as I entered, he hanged up quickly.
"Sorry for disturbing." My voice was still raspy.
"No baby, it was just Karen, I was-" He stopped talking when he saw me.
"You were what?" I tried to seem as if I didn't see his amazement.
"Just- know how she is doing."
"Okay, and how is she?"
"She isn't as beautiful as you are in these pjs." I blushed.
"Thanks." I said sitting on the bed. He came and sat next to me.
"How do you feel now?" He asked
"Better." I said
I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes.
I opened them to see that it was morning. I was sleeping on Harry's lap and his head was resting ob the bed's headboard. This is the first time I don't have a nightmare in forever. He is like removing every illness and bad feeling inside of me. I tried to move and go to the bathroom but not eake him up. He shifted and then opened his eyes.
"Morning baby." He said. I love his voice when he wakes up.
"Morning Harry."
"How are you know?"
"I am better."
"You know it's Friday."
"So what?"
"It's weekend."
"Oh.. yeah I am not really that eager to the weekend."
"Why??"
"You know I'll do the same boring things and so."
"Not when you are with me."
"Ha-Ha okay Mr. entertaining." I said sarcastically.
"I am serious."
"Okay."
"I will take you to the most interesting journey in your whole life."
"Where?"
"It's a surprise."
"No, tell me."
"No.. who it would be a surprise if I tell you."
"You can tell me now and I'll act that I am surprised when I see where we are going."
"Ha-Ha." He said mocking me.
"Okay. When will we go?"
"Today at night."
"No. I haven't told my mother or organized my things yet." Oh my god, mum. I forgot totally about her.
"It's okay we can-"
"Oh my god I have to go right now." I said standing up.
"What? Why?"
"Mum doesn't know that I am here and of course she will get so worried when she doesn't find me there."
"Okay, you can call her and tell her what had happened."
"No I don't want to tell her what had happened to me."
"Why?"
"She will act as an inspector and won't stop her questions and so."
"She is worried about you, you are lucky for having a mother."
"She is so over protective that I hate it."
"Yeah I know that feeling, Emily is over protective too."
"I have to go."
"Okay.. I'll come with you."
"No.. stay here she already hates me being with you."
"I can bear it."
"But I can't, I can't bear the idea of someone hating you."
"Stop that, I am shy." He said sarcastically. I laughed hard for the first time since what felt like ages.
"I'll go." He took my hands and we got out of his room together holding hands and then he kept his arm around my shoulders and then I had to remove them to put on my shoes.
"Call me when you get there."
"Okay." I said while opening the door.
I was walking out of the door when he grabbed me from my back and hugged me very tightly that it hurt, but it hurt not physically, but more emotionally that there are sone mean people and at the same time there are so caring and loving people as Harry, though people as Harry are hared more than the mean people. That's a strange world, a cruel world."
I ran down the street and I felt that it's so cold and my legs were freezing. Ohh I am still wearing Karen's pajamas. I am stupid. I ran to my house and found that mum's car was parked in front of the house. That's the end of the world.
I forgot my keys but thankfully I know where mum always hid the spare key. I opened the door slowly and heard some noise inside the house as if mum was shouting. I walked slowly up the stairs and tried to make no noise.
"Sophia." mum said from downstairs. She will kill me.