CHAPTER 9

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   I was very frustrated and anxious.. what would I do? Why did I accept to go? Why didn't I just tell her that I am busy tonight? I don't even know what to wear.. I am done. More than once I was about to text her that I won't be able to go with her but I changed my mind at the last second.
    I must look pretty or at least be in an appropriate and accepted look.. I am going as Karen's friend and she is so pretty and stylish.
   I took a shower, and it took me about half an hour to decide what to wear. I finally settled on wearing a pair of black jeans, a plain white t-shirt and a dark red leather jacket if it becomes cold. I looked at my phone and found that I still have an hour till Karen arrives. I was in a hurry and I finished really early. I decided to try on some make up but I'll wipe it up before going to the party, I have never put on make up will I am out.
   I put just light make up: eyeliner, mascara, dark red lipstick, a little blush as I seemed pale and I made my hair loose, I put on my brown colored leneses as I don't like my real eye color, though I have transparent lenses. I like seeing myself like this, I feel that this is the real me that I only know. I like to feel beautiful, not to be beautiful for anyone, just for me, I need to feel pretty too, I am a girl after all.
    My phone rang and I saw who it was, I thought it was Karen, But it was mum.. Ohhhh!! I forgot to tell her that I am going out tonight, I am such a bastard. I answered:
"Umm.. Hi mum"
"Hi Sophia how are you"
"I am great thanks"
"I called to check up on you and to tell you that I will be late tonight, I will work another shift."
"Okay, mum no problem" I am used to that, I think it happens daily.
"Oh and mum..."
"Yeah darling??"
"I would be out for tonight and I don't know when I will be back."
"Where are you going?"
"Just a birthday party."
"Ohh I see you have already made some friends.." Karen sent me a text that she is waiting in front of the house..
"Umm, I think yeah. Mum I gotta go my friend is waiting for me." I hanged up before she could answer, but I heard her saying "boy ?" I think she was asking if Karen was boy or a girl.
- C'mon Sophia we are late.. Karen sent me that message
- Oh sorry just 5 mins
- Okay, but hurry up
     I put on my shoes: a black vans pair of shoes and ran down the stairs, I am so anxious. I don't want to go. I opened the door and found a black SUV car waiting in front the door.
- Where are you Karen???
- I am just infront of the house,
- Are u sure?
- Yeah?
- Are u riding an SUV car???
- Yeah that's me, C'mon hurry.
  What?? We are going in an SUV !!
I walked slowly and I was frustrated, excited, anxious, angry, sad, happy . I was feeling like million feelings at the same time.
I entered the car and sat in the front seat next to Karen.
"Hey, Karen"
"Hey, Sophia?"
"What??"
"I have never thought you are that beautiful?"
"What??" what is she talking about!!
"I mean you are always beautiful but now you are more beautifuler."
Oh my god I haven't wiped my maked up.
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NOTE:
Sorry this chapter is a little bit longer than the previous ones but I tried to make it as short as I can.

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