HIM

CHAPTER 45

As soon as this end-of-life beeping started, Tyler broke into tears, they were like a river in a valley tgat was drawn with his tears. I felt so sorry for him that I didn't know what to do, there are no words that can relieve the pain he is feeling right now, he has lost someone who is so precious to him.

Tyler kept on holding her hands and crying.
"Don't leave me mum, don't leave me alone in that cruel world." He kept on weeping.
"You were the only one left for me, Don't leave me, I am alone." He said.
I went to sit next to him and put my hand on his back.
"I know that whatever I say will never make you feel better, but you have to know that this is better for her, she's gonna live in a better place and she will never suffer again of her illness, if you really love her, you have to be happy for her."
"I know, but I can't imagine my life without her, she was the only one that stood by me in all my suffers in my life, I can't live without her support, her hug, her love, she might not be the best mother in the world but she is the best in my world."
"I know, I know, don't cry, would you like her to be worried on you while she is watching you from above and distract her new life, you worry her while she is alove and while she is in her other life?" I didn't want to say dead.
"You mean dead." And he weeped
"What's the difference, death means transportation to another beautiful life where we see things things we had never seen before."
He didn't reply and just put his head on her hand, I think he stopped crying, thank god.
"I am gonna leave you for a while, If you want me, I'll be with Harry." I am such a stupid, I am reminding him of his suffers and he is weeping on his mum, that's what he needed, teally. Ugh!
I went to Harry and found that the nurse has just brought him some food. He was about to eat.
"Stop!" He didn't notice me coming in so he was surprised.
"What!" He said with wide eyes.
"You are arrested under charge of eating without your girlfriend." I acted as if I had a gun and pointed it at him.
"Ohh. Not again, I am going to the lovers jail for the fifth time." He put his hands up.
"Oh.. I can see that you have a history of eating without your girlfriends."
"Unfortunately yes, Madam." He said it with his amazing British accent.
"Please Sir, I am a Miss, not a madam, yet." I said in a British accent to mock him, but I failed of course. I said the last word with a smirk.
"Can I be your yet." He mocked me and made a smirk on "Yet".
"Ohhh, you surprised me, you gotta give me sometime to think about it." I exaggerated.
"Oh... you don't love me Agnes."
"No, I love you, Adam why are you saying that?" Any name, the first which came in mind.
"If you really loved me, you should have accepted my proposal immediately."
"Oh.. Adam, you had seen that, I wanted to tell ya that, I don't love you anymore." I said with my head downwards.
"I knew that." And then he put his hand on his heart in an exaggerated way and put his hand downwards as if he was dead.
"Noooo, I am the reason he died, but I don't love him, it's okay, I am fine, I am gonna get over it." I said. Then he laughed and I laughed.
"You are a good actress."
"You are not so bad yourself."
"I am hungry. And you are here so, I can eat right? without arresting me I mean." He said. I giggled.
"Yes, you can."
He started to eat but he had a difficulty in moving his arms.
"Wait!"
"What again." He rolled his eyes.
"I am gonna feed you."
"As a baby."
"Yeah, because you are my baby."
"Nope, I am a grown up, I wanna feed mythelf." He pouted and said as if he is a child.
"No, mommy has to feed you, right?"
"Right mum." He said. Ae both laughed so hard.
"What's wrong with your mood today?" I said sitting down beside him amd taking the spoon in my hand.
"Don't know, I think that because of the pain killers they have been giving me non-stop. I think I am high." He said.
"Yeah, I think so." I giggled.
I started ro feed him and I think that he is somehow shy, he blushed?
"Did you blush?"
"No!!"
"You diiid." I said mocking him.
"Anyway, forget it."
"I won't."
"Don't be silly." He said.
"Okay."
"What's about your mood today?"
"I am trying to light you up, that's all. Moreover, I am with you, isn't that an enough reason for me to be happy all day?"
"I know." He said arrogantly. I hit him in the arm.
"Ouch!!" He said. I started to feed him again and then he grabbed my fave to look at him, we made eye contact for a couple of seconds which made me drown in the ocean of his deep sadness and joy, love and hate, all these contracted feelings are in his eyes, which made him be him, although the dozens of suffers he has dealt with along with his life, he is still kind, loving, he is still him, Harry.

And then I returned back to reality when I found tears in his eyes. What changed him so fast? He was just laughing right now.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"No, what's wrong?"
"You remind me of my mom."
"How?"
"You act just like her, has a great sense of humor like her, feed me like her, and also I can see her eyes in you, all your thoughts, all your feelings, your kindness, your love, you. All of you, I can see mum in you when I drown in the ocean of your beauty, your eyes." I was so touched then, my eyes were full of tears. And then, a tear fell.
"Why are you crying?" He asked with his raspy voice but he tried to hide it as much as he could.
"Because I can't imagine myself as the most great woman on earth who raised such a beautiful man." And then I heard someone clearing his throat. I lokked to see who it is. I found the most person I don't wanna see right now standing by the door.
MUM