CHAPTER 61

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The next days I have been having the feeling of being guilty, mum is alone in the house and I should go back to live with her

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The next days I have been having the feeling of being guilty, mum is alone in the house and I should go back to live with her. There is no reason to not to. Harry is very well now and he can take care of himself now and everything has to be as it was.
"Sophia!" Harry said cutting my thoughts.
"What baby?"
"I said where do you want to go today after school." We were having breakfast before going to school.
"Let's just stay at home."
"No!"
"Please, I don't have the energy to go to school and go out at night."
"Pleeeeease." He begged me and looked at me with his glassy innocent eyes.
"I'll think about it."
"Yaaaay!" He cheered.
We went to school on foot and we talked about everything came in mind. When we arrived at school every single person congratulated Harry for walking on his legs again. He was happy but there was something strange about those people, what's wrong? There is an over enthusiasm and happiness that are pouring out of each and every single person's eyes. What the hell is wrong with them?
The classes began and I realised then that I am not the same person anymore, I am not the old Sophia who was so eager for the classes and studying because I had nothing else to do or even care about.
It was finally lunch time and we brought some food and beverages from the cafeteria then went to the library to sit in our usual spot. I missed this, I haven't sat here when he wasn't at school.
"What's wrong with everyone today?" I asked.
"What?"
"Everyone is cheering up and so happy and I am not used to them like that."
"Oh!! yeah!" He said giggling.
"What?"
"They have announced the date of the end of the year party and the prom."
"Oh!!"
"Do you want to go?"
"To the end of the year party? no, I don't."
"No, to the prom."
"How? it's not our party, it's the graduates', I think."
"Yeah! But we can go instead of Karen, she doesn't come to that kind of parties and she doesn't have a date so, we can take her invitations."
"Oh!! I'll think about it." I said. I actually didn't know whether to go or not, I don't have a dress and I have never to such parties before. Of course he will ask me to dance with him and I suck at that.
"Oh please! Everytime you say that and I try to persuade you for hours and you agree at the end, just let me save that effort."
"Oh!! it's like that then. I am going without even you begging me over and over because I started to hate it." I said mocking him and I actually wanted to challenge him. Moreover, he is right, everytime he spend hours and days to persuade me or beg me to do whatever and after all that, I agree. It's useless.
"Yaaaaay!!" He said.
"Yeah" I said in a low voice thinking about what I have put myself into, it's gonna be a disaster.
"What?" He asked concerned.
"Nothing." I said trying to make it sound real.
"Sophia! Don't I know you? Just say it."
"Fine, I am scared to death." I said honestly.
"Why?"
"I don't like these parties and I don't have any suitable dresses and and.. I am just scared." I said so quickly.
"What? where did all that come from?"
"I am just afraid."
"Of what?"
"Everything."
"Just stop being afraid and scared and worried, there is nothing going to happen."
"Okay."
"Just trust me."
"Okay." I said. I had nothing to do but trust him. He is right anyway, I gotta stop worrying about every single thing. We sat in comfortable silence for a while.
"Uh!! when is that prom party?" I asked
"In two weeks, I suppose." Oh, sooner than I ever expected. I have to buy a dress this week. 
The bell rang and we went back to our classes. I wanted the day to end because I wanted to discuss something really important but at the same time, I don't want it to end inorder not to face him with what I want to discuss with him. I don't know what his reaction will be, but I am pretty sure that he won't be happy. At all.

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