HIM

CHAPTER 35

I called him over and over and finally I texted him to call me. I waited for a couple of minutes but he didn't call. I thought of going back hone and already was on my way back home but I found that he was coming with his car and then stopped next to me.
"Where are you going?"
"Back home."
"Why?"
"Not ready to see these guys again."
"Come in." I was going to open the door.
"Wait."
"What?" He came out of the car and then ran to me to open the door for me and bowed.
"Here yoh are madam."
"Thank you sir."
I rode in the car. When he rode in the car too, I hugged him before I think about it. He was surprised, but he hugged me back. I felt that I am safe, nothing can hurt me when I am in his hold. I can stay there forever. He moved one arm and started the engine, I backed so he could drive. Je held me tighter.
"No, keep hugging me." He said softly
"Okay." I put my arms around his waist and my head on his shoulder.
"Why were you going back home." He said.
"Told ya, I wasn't ready to see those boys again, I didn't get over it yet, it happened yesterday, laughing and saying jokes don't mean that I am over it, I am still hurt and disgusted from the feeling of their hands on my body." I shivered when I remembered it.
"I know it's hard to get over it, we can go back and don't go to school."
"No, I still want go so they don't think that this affected me."
"What?!! I can't u understand you, how you don't want to see them but at the same time you want them to see you and know that this didn't affect you?"
"I can go with you, if I see them when I am with you, I'll know that you are here for me and will save me from any harm and from anyone."
"I will always be here for you, whenever you need me, coz.." He stopped for a couple of seconds and I waited for him impatiently, He is gonna say it..
"I am SUPERMAN." He said it loudly. I punched him in his shoulder. I backed away.
"You are silly." I said 
"But you love it." 
"Can't deny." I said sarcastically.
We stayed still not talking untill we reached school. He caught me staring at him more than once, he know that I like him but I hate that he catches me staring at him. He smirks everytime as if he caught me something illegal or something.

We entered the school with each other. I hesitated when we were infront of the gate.
"I am not ready." I said
"No, What did you say? You don't want them to think that this affected you, and you are soo stron, you can do it. I have faith in you and you should too. You are so strong amd you can do it. You can even go and shout at them and beat thm if you want to."
"Okay." He is so supportive. His words helped me a little bit but I was still hesitating, I want to show him that I am strong more than I want to show myself. I want to show him that he makes a great difference in my life.

We entered the class, two of these guys were in the class next to ours and the third was bigger by a year so his class was far away from ours. Thank god for this. The school day was good. Me and Harry talked between the lessons and he was reassuring me from time to time and say supportive things like: "you can do it." " you are strong." "Nothing can beat you." and so.

The lunch time came. We went to the cafeteria. I was terrified of seeing them there. We sat beside a table in the far end and he told me to stay still untill he brings us something to eat. I sat there waiting for Harry. I was scared to death to see them. I don't want to see them again. I won't bear the feeling of their eyes on me, I will feel as if they were harassing me again.

Harry came after a couple of minutes with 2 plates. He brought mashed potatoes and a peice of grilled chicken.
"Why did you bring this for the both of us?"
"I eat like that everyday."
"Really, but this is a small amount of food."
"But you like it like that, don't you?"
"Yeah I do."
"Yeah."
"Wait, how did you know."
"Told ya before, I know everything."
"Okay." I laughed.
I started to eat. I was raised to not to watch someone while he is eating but ai couldn't stop myself. When I looked at him while he was eating, I laughed so hard that I think everyone in the cafeteria was looking at me. He was eating in a very bizarre way, he was eating as if his mouth wasn't wide enough for the food and his tongue together, so he had to put his tongue out of his mouth and then put the food inside his mouth, it was hilarious.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I blushed when I saw everyone was looking at me.
"Sorry."
"No what's wrong?"
"You look hilarious when you eat."
"I know, I tried to change this habit but I couldn't."
"It's okay, I love it."
"Okay." He didn't believe me.
"No really."
"It's okay, give it up." He was sad.
"I have to go to the bathroom." He said.
"Okay." I said.
He stood up and went to the bathroom. I am stupid, I should have controlled myself. He is sad now, I  fucked up. I was waiting for him when I saw the three guys who harassed me yesterday coming towards me. Oh my god. I got out my phone and dialled Harry's number, but he didn't answer. No please not now.