HIM

CHAPTER 28

HARRY'S P.O.V:

I left Sophy's home and went back to my home. I was worried as hell about finding Edward still at home, though I told Sophy that I don't care, I really don't care but I just don't wanna worry her. I wanted to stay with her but her mum will kill her. When I entered the house, I didn't find anyone. I didn't even search for anyone but I didn't hear any voice or something. I went upstairs and entered my room. I lied on the bed with my shoes still on, I was so emotionally and physically tired to do anything or even care about anything.

I was disturbed inside out. It was a terrible feeling, didn't feel it since mum had died. When she died, I felt that I was unsecured, no one was there for me, all my life just fell apart at a second. My whole life changed, or in another meaning it was destroyed. After she had died, I stopped going to school, stopped playing with my friends, stopped eating, drinking, I stopped everything. I thought it was the end of the world, my world. I was the most affected person after her death, she died in front of my eyes. Karen was awfully affected but not as much as me, she spent most of her time with Emily, our aunt and didn't spend as much time as I did with mum. Karen could survive that because Emily was with her, she is my mother, typically in her features and body and so, but no one is like mum in her character.

Mum was beautiful, caring, kind, loving, clever and and and... that's why I can't deal with Emily living with us or us living with Emily. I can't just live with anyone who resembles mum in her features and deal with her as if she is my actual mum but she doesn't know anything about me. She knows everything about Karen, but me.. no not at all. She may have known somethings about me in the few last years but no one has ever or will ever know me and understand me as mum did.

I know that most of the time I hated her for depriving me from having extra fries or for not buying me a specific toy or not letting me play with my friends, but right now I would agree to not do all these things and have her back, just for one day, one hour or even one minute. I miss her warm hug, her gentle touch, her playing with my hair, her voice and her british accent and her way of calling my name. I miss her. I miss my mum.

I heard some noise outside. I stood up quickly surprised. It must be Edward, it can't be Karen and Emily, they should come in a week. I was worried as hell. I Edward talking, then a female's voice. I opened the door slowly and and watched if there was anyone outside, there was no one. I walked slowly towards the stairs and saw Edward with a woman. I backed away quickly because I was afraid they may see me. What the hell he was cheating on mum when she was still alive and he is still cheating on her till now? He didn't regret what he had done and what that had resulted to. He is such a fuck up father.
"Is your son here?" The woman said
"Of course not, he doesn't know that I am here and he doesn't live here, he lives in another house with his aunt."
"Okay..." she said... "But I am very worried."
"Why?"
"If Sophia saw me here, what would I tell her?"
Sophia? When I heard the name I was about to pass out. I went quickly to see who that woman was, it was Natalie, Sophia's mother.