Me Without You

chapter eight

3:26 a.m. June 5th

I woke up in a cold sweat, tears running down my face.

I dreamt of him again.

He said he never loved me,

that he did this to hurt me,

and then he cut his own throat right in front of me and fell to the floor.

It happened on a loop. He said the same things over and over and he just kept slipping through my fingers.

I cried until I fell back into a restless sleep.

11:42 a.m.

I woke up dizzy and I felt sick.

Scared to stand up I layer back down and stared at my ceiling.

I had to go back to school tomorrow. good thing it would be over in a matter of days.

I stood up after a few minutes of blankly staring up.

I tried not to think any more. My own thoughts were destroying me.

I had no plans for the day, I took a shower and then laid on the floor of my room not moving
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//Authors Note//
even though i don't believe in those anymore hi
sorry i haven't been updating recently ik no ones reading but hey,
comment if you like it if you're actually reading it lmao
kay thanks bye