Don't Dream It's Over

I hate you I love you

Maura's Point Of View:

It hurts every time I see Jane, realizing how much I need her. I hate her but I love her. I can't put anyone else above her no matter how hard I try. Knowing she is with Riley hurts even more. I guess it takes Riley falling to her feet in order for her to be happy. I'll never be Riley. Does she miss me like I miss her? How is it she never notices that she's slowly killing me. I hate that I can't get over her, but who would blame me? She was mine for about seven years.

I was brought out of my thoughts by my phone ringing.
"Isles." I said through the phone.
"I'm on my way." I said hanging up. I grabbed my medical bag and headed towards my car. I pulled up to the crime scene and saw Jane's car already there. I took a deep breath before getting out of my car and heading towards the three detectives surrounding the body in an abandoned warehouse.
"What do we got?" I asked walking through the old wooden double doors, pulling the blue latex gloves over my hands.
"Jeff Gordon, 32. Body was found by a group of teenagers who were planing to throw a party." Korsak said reading the victim's ID.
"Well, it would be a good place to have a party. Abandoned, no one around, perfect place to get drunk without anyone knowing." Jane said as I knelt down by the body.
"One gun shot to the front of the head." I said examining the body.
"Execution." Jane said
"Looks to be a 38 caliber bullet."
"Everything is here, it wasn't a robbery. I'm gonna see if there is a car near by that belongs to him." Frost said
"Get the body back to the lab." I instructed the coroner.

It's now eleven o'clock at night and we still haven't got a break in this case. Sophia was asleep in her bed and Jane and I are sitting on the couch going over the case.
"Jeez, it's already eleven." Jane said looking at her watch.
"I should probably get home, let you sleep." She said getting off the couch.
"You can stay with me tonight." I said looking up at her.
"I don't want to intrude." She said
"You wouldn't. I offered, if I didn't want you to stay I wouldn't have offered." I said
"Thank you. I can stay in the guest room." She replied
"It's being repainted so we had to take the furniture out. You can sleep in my bed." I replied placing my wine glass in the sink.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes."
"Thanks." She said and we headed up stairs.

When we reached my bedroom, I changed in the bathroom and gave Jane a t-shirt and yoga pants to sleep in. When I came out of the bed Jane was under the covers starring at the ceiling.
"So how's Riley?" I asked breaking the tension.
"She's good."
"You two seem happy."
"We um, we are."
"You really love her don't you?" I asked scared of the answer.
"No, she isn't you." She replied turning on her side to face me. I couldn't help but face her too feeling my face get red.
"How about you? You seeing anyone?"
"Well I went on a few dates with Garrett but, It didn't last."
"How come?"
"Well, he wasn't you." I replied smiling.

We laid there, starring at each other in silence. The tension between us was strong. Jane slowly started moving her head in closer to mine. I then captured her lips with mine. I felt her scoot closer, our bodies touching. We pulled away when air was necessary, she then quickly pressed her lips back into mine and rolled on top of me.
"I missed you." She whispered
"I missed you too." I replied before kissing her again. She kissed down my neck, slowly unbuttoning my purple silk pajamas. I moaned as she sucked on my perky nipple, swirling her tongue around it before bitting it. She kissed down my stomach, pulling my silk pajama pants down. She trailed kisses across my panty line before ripping my thong off too. She pulled her shirt over her head throwing it on the floor behind her. She then removed the yoga pants. She kissed my lips, our tongues dancing in each other's mouths. I wrapped my arms around her torso, running my fingers up and down her back, feeling the goosebumps form.

"Oh god, Jane!! Mmm...oh right there!" I moaned as Jane tongue moved up and down inside me. I held my hands in her hair ensuring her didn't move nor stop. I felt my walls starting to clamp around her tongue.
"Jane...I'm...I'm close!" I managed to breath out feeling my orgasm approach. She sucked on my clit making me fly over the edge.
"Oh god!!" I screamed through my orgasm. She lapped up my juices before she flopped down next to me, both of us panting.
"I forgot how much I love your tongue." I confessed still catching my breath.
"I forgot how good you taste." She replied kissing my cheek.
"Now it's your turn." I teased rolling on top of her kissing down her neck.