A thought process that Nova had once, about two months after losing Corso.
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You know, it sucks. Even if I do get him back, even if we get to hold each other, kiss each other, love each other again, it'll never be the same.
Never again will we have to chance to start a family.
Never again will we be able to delude ourselves into thinking that we won't lose each other.
Never again will we be simply Nova and Corso.
No, it'll forever be Nova the commander.
Never again Nova the captain.
Never again.
Never....
I heard myself let out a feral roar of anguish and clutched my now bloodied fist to my chest before dropping to my knees with a sob. Vaguely I registered that the tree in front of me had been painted red. I felt a flood of tears flow out of my eyes and stain my cheeks, tortured by the mantra that now echoed in my mind.
Never again.
Never.
Never.
NEVER AGAIN.
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