An Unexpected Guest

Chapter 21: Cant Live Without

Cass POV 

i was in Liam's room which he had shared with Louis and Zayn. there were only two beds so i figured that two of them shared one. 

i sat on the edge of one of the beds closest to the bathroom. Zayn and Louis saw me walk in with my face wet with tears. Zayn sat next to me on my right side with an arm around my waist. i rested my head on his shoulder as the tears dripped from my face to my lap. he rubbed my arm and kissed the top of my head, "shhh, its going to be alright, love." he told me. 

Louis stood to the side examining my face. "so he actually hit you?" he asked me. 

i nodded my head weakly. 

"thats not Harry. not at all. he would never hit his girl. maybe he was just over heated..." 

"Lou, can we not talk about it? at least not yet." 

"of course. sorry honey." he kiss my forehead. i was so lucky to have them. i love them all, my big brothers; ones that actually know how to take care of me and are there when i need them most. 

Liam walked out of the bathroom with a small bag of ice. he sat on my left side, "this might sting a little," he warned before gently pressing the ice to my cheek. i winced , but soon relaxed when the cold ice began to soothe the burning sensation that i had in my cheek. "here, Louis. come hold this on her cheek." Louis did and sat down next me. Liam turned on another light. the sun was already rising outside, but since none of us had gotten any sleep, Louis shut the curtains so that it would be dark in the room when the lights shut off as Liam reclaimed his seat next to me. Liam removed the ice and looked at my cheek, "its starting to bruise..." he said. 

"are you serious?" i  sighed. 

"yes unfortunately. just around your scar. its swollen a bit as well. good think is , is that its not too noticeable. it should go away in a day or two if you ice it well enough." 

"alright," was all i could manage. 

"c'mon. lets get some sleep before Paul is up here rushing us out of here in a few hours." Zayn suggested. 

i grabbed my blanket and Frank. then made my way towards the foot of one of the beds. "Cass, what are you doing?" Liam asked. 

"i was going to sleep on the floor..." 

"nonesense. you can sleep on the bed with me. and i know that you dont want to sleep in that dress so here." he tossed me a pair of his basketball shorts and a white T-shirt. 

"thanks, Liam." i said giving him a small smile and heading into the bathroom to change. 

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i woke up in the middle of the night. (well moring) crying. i had a dream about Harry, or i guess it could be considered a nightmare, because he and i were a happy couple in the dream. all that was gone now though. but i still had a small bit of hope that he and i can make up. the rest of this tour would be really awkward if we didnt. 

i cant live without him. i couldnt live without him. 

and i wouldnt live without him. 

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Harry POV 

i packed my belongings as well as Cassandra's. Paul would be up any minute to tell us that it was time to leave.  

i kept replaying the evenst from earlier in my head. o couldnt believe i hit Cass. i would never do that to any girl. i got over heated, over protective, and over jealous and i couldnt control myself. 

she may have gotten drunk, but she was only trying to have fun. between the nightmares, the hate, and missing Smokey, she needed a little fun on this tour. she made a mistake and i couldnt accept it at that time. and part of it was my fault. i left her alone while i went to go relieve myself and i never should have done that. 

i never should have hit her or yelled at her. i should have made sure that she was okay and have been relieved that she was alive and safe. i had made a big mistake amd Cass deserves someone who will accept hers. i want to apologize desperately, but im afraid that she wont accept it and even if she did, im afraid that she wont take me back. if she doesnt take me back then i will just have to live with it. all i want is for her to be happy and if that means im not in the picture, then so be it. 

one thing is for sure though: i will be absloutely lost without her. 

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Cass POV 

on the bus, there was an extremely awkard silence between Harry and i. i sat on the couch reading my book. i could feel Harry staring at me and i didnt look up. it started to get annoying so i shot him a death glare and he looked away. 

 i wanted to be held in his aems desperately. i looked over at Janie and Niall being cute  as can be and wished that Harry and i were like that right now. he was furious with me. i just knew it. and to be honest, after he hit me, i am a little scared to be around him. it made me over think the possiblities of the things he could do to me. 

nonetheless, i just had to get Harry back. i miss him too much that it is eating away at me inside; slowly killing me. 

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A/N 

double update tonight! hope you guys liked it. sorry that the last couple chapters were kinda small. 

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lots of love! 

-jessi