RUN
That's all I could think of at the moment was to run. I knew Eddie could read my thoughts on where I was going so I hid my scent and my thoughts. To be honest I didn't know where I was going either until my legs carried me all the way to the lake. The lake that separated the wolves from our kind.This was one of my favorite places to go to when we first moved to forks,it still is. Only because very few come over this way only to hunt across the borderline.
Words couldn't describe how I was feeling right now. I mean yeah I should have told them the truth from the beginning but that doesn't give them the right to act like I'm the bad person.
When I left all I wanted was to see the world as me. The old me..the human me. But everything doesn't go the way we want it to be and therefore we have to get through this thing called life. I knew being alone out in this world can be dangerous therefore I had to protect myself I had no choice but to do it.
After everything that's been happening I could just end it here and just leave. That would probably ease some tension. I bet Amun would throw a party the second I walk out for good. My family..I know they'll be devastated and I couldn't even think about what Renesmee's face would look like. I guess the others would understand. But what about Benjamin?
My dead heart tugged a little at the thought of him. He probably hates me rn or won't ever speak to me again. Smh maybe if I just run away rn it'll save us both the trouble.
I fell to the ground on my knees thinking. 'What is happening to me. Maybe I'm over reacting. Maybe I shouldn't have stormed out the way I did. O-or maybe I haven't been getting much sleep because of the women in my dreams'.
I signed helplessly. This woman she looks so familiar but I can never place where I know her from. She haunted my dreams ever since i turned but now with the flashbacks that i don't even remember i don't know whats happening. I can't tell my family they'll think i'm crazy which i'm beginning to think so to.Every time i try to think about the woman or even dig inside my mind to know if ive known her the outcome would just be a big headache. I leaned over the lake to look at my reflection but once the water rippled my reflection changed into the woman.
She was very beautiful and i could see some similar features between us. The woman continued to stare at me and to my surprise she smiled at me. I gasped and staggered back ending up falling on my back. "do not be frightened my child it is alright i will not hurt you." I crept forward and looked back into the lake at her. Her voice was reassuring and instantly made me calm. "w-who are you", i stuttered out. "I am Eva". " why are you so familiar to me, why have you haunt my dreams when i don't even know you," I demanded. She only smiled again but this time in amusement. I didn't find anything amusing. "I believe we have met Stacy". "how in the world do you know my name?" "everything will be explained", then she extended a hand out to me.
I look at the hand skeptical. i signed ehh wth i have nothing to lose. I took it then she pulled me into the lake. All i saw was darkness then began to see what i really was.
A.N ok so you guys can read the prologue again because thats basically what she sees in the flashback. i kindof lazy rn to write it over again but you can get the gist of what happened.
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My eyes quickly opened and i let out a loud gasp like i couldn't breathe. Sitting up i noticed that i was out of the water and was layed out on the bank of the lake. The woman was still there waiting for me to respond. "so...you my mother my real mother." "yes". "And i am half vampire half human" just like renesemee. "yes but me and your father were both vampires. I was a pure blood, my family we are very different from the cold ones as are you." "but what does it mean." "you are the last of oour kind stacy when yu are a pure vampire you are naturally stronger then the rest even the voltori. You are faster, able to go weeks even months without blood,have human traits, etc." "how is it possible for two vampires to have a child." "i had a spell to be able to have one, when i had you i knew it was dangerous to keep you in my condition therefore i had to change you into a human. When carlise turned you, you only got a taste of you pure self." At this point i was pacing back and forward. "why did you hid me, my other half." "i wanted to protect you, you see the volturi was after me for betraying them. They wanted me to be apart of the sadistic counsel but i refused and ran away. I fell in love and then had you, i had to do it so that you wouldn't have the same faith but your father.. he loved you very much. When i was gone he couldn't bare raising you alone, we had discussed it many times of what was to happen when i gave birth but he couldn't go through with it. He took you peple who would take care of you and spent your human life with them happily. But now that you are a vampire a deed must be done in order for you to become fully what you are born to be." I stopped pacing and let the information settle in. The words began to come out of my mouth before i could stop them.
"what do I have to do"Alrighty thats the end of this chapter sorry taking so loooooonnnnnnnnngggggggg to update.
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