After 5 years Stacy Isabelle Cullen comes back to forks to help her family the Cullens with the renesmee situation. What she didn't expect was to finding out a lot of secrets about herself, finding her true mate, and what she really is. Will the Cul...
I stopped pacing and let the information settle in. The words began to come out of my mouth before I could stop them. "what do I have to do".
"you have to sacrifice yourself." "WAIT WHAT?!" "you must understand on the the day of the battle you have to do it. When you do it your other half will be released." "but-but what about my family. my friends.my-" "Benjamin" i smiled sheepishly and whispered "yes".
"In time Stacy everything will work out in the end all you have to do is trust me." All of a sudden I became angry. "why should I huh, you were never there, and out of all this time you've come now telling me of my past, about some pure vamp crap, and basically killing myself how in the blood hell is this gonna work out for anybody in the end?!". She signed in sorrow. "listen i know this is tough-" "you think?!" i snapped at her cutting her off but she seemed unfazed. "but if there was any other way wouldn't you think i would have told you. You have no other choice Stacy, and as a mother i want the best for you just please trust me on this and let me guide you. just think about it and one more thing this might hurt a little." Her voice started to fade away and once it did I gripped my head tightly as a shitload of migraines crashed in my head. I grit my teeth and growled loudly. A little bit my arse this was excruciating pain i could barley take it as flashbacks started to come back.
A.N: so to sum it up Stacy has flashback of her ex husband Daniel, he courted her and was going to marry her against her will but she refused. he started to abuse her in every way but she ran away. Soon after that on her way to her house Daniel found her along with some of his guys friends, they beated and nearly killed her leaving her to die. Then Carlise found her and saved her. thats when the flashbacks ended.
I gasped again when I realized i was sweating really hard then i felt something wet come out of my eye and down my cheek. I wiped it away looking at it in astonishment then i layed down looking at the night sky. 'well if im going to die in a few days i might as well spend the days i do have with my loved ones.'
I soon got up and sped to the house. I sighed for the umpteenth time and entered the house quietly. Everyone head turned towards me as i made my appearance known in the living room. "stacy" esme hurried and gave me a tight hug. "where have you been and what happened to your clothes." before i could say anything she kept talking. "you've been gone for 5 hours." My eyes widened have i been gone for that long. "don't worry about it i just needed time to think". I said moved Esme off of me and turned to go towards to stairs. "look stace we're very sorry about making you feel like you aren't apart of this we need you here more than you think we do." Eddie said then Carlise butted in. "your family and we protect our family but if you wish to leave we won't stop you." I turned around and crossed my arms over my chest. "psst if i wanted to leave i would've done it by now and besides im the one keeping everyone sane around here, I cant even keep my self sane with all the things ive found out about my life." i said the last part quietly but it didnt go unnoticed by the confused looks on their faces. "what do you mean stace" rose said.
I shook my head and waved at them dismissively "look i've had a long night i think its time for me to retire i'll talk to you guys tomorrow". They all nodded and i scanned the room but couldn't find the one person I've been looking for. I shrugged and went upstairs to my room.
I changed into this.
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Before i could go to bed i walked back out of the room when i heard a soft song coming from the piano room. (Author note :Song at the top) I peeked into the room to find Benjamin in there looking out the window lost in thought. "you can come in stace." i flustered a little but composed myself as he looked at me. "hey" i said looking at my socks with interest. Benjamin sped up in front of my and lifted my chin up looking directly in my house. "hey" he whispered with a small smile. I closed my eyes as he pulled me into a hug and held me close. "Stace?" "yes". "are you alright." "yea why wouldn't i be" i lied there was so many things going on and i was not OK with it. "about earlier I-" I placed my index finger on his lip. "no don't say anything it wasn't your fault I should have told you but at the time i didn't think it would matter to you." "it doesn't i just don't want you to leave stace." "i'm not going anywhere." then I let go of him and walked toward the piano. "im glad that you are OK you've been gone for 5 hours." "i know i guess time didn't cross my mind." I turned around and sat next to Benjamin who was sitting on the bench.
"if i may what were you doing out there." I couldn't get mad at him for asking i mean he is very curious after all. "i needed time to think its just i feel so different now." "everyone is different in their own way stace, we all have a past." i huffed, "but what if the past you had wasn't the one you meant to have." He stared at my in confusion, "what do you mean by that". I shook my head, i really want to tell him about what happened down at the lake but i don't want to hurt him be-because i care about him and i think im falling in love with him. His eyes were etching me on and so i did. "I..I u it nothing i think i'll get some sleep". Im very grateful that he didn't to push it. We both got up and i grabbed his hand and walked towards my room.
Once we got there, i turned to look at his face, it was filled with admiration and love. i placed my hand on his cheek then kissed the other cheek. He grinned, "what was that for?" "for understanding." he nodded and grabbed my hand and kissed it. "goodnight stace." "night Benjamin." he started to walk backwards still holding my hand never breaking eye contact. Neither did i and when he let go i walked into my room and leaned on the door. The warmth suddenly went away and i rubbed my hands on my arm then climbed into bed and fell asleep.
ok im still trying to edit and get things right, but school started and i have block schedule with uniforms yay fun! (sarcasm). anyway i will try to update throughout the week.
