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Bonfire pt 1

During my walk,all the memories, voices, and dreams started fill my brain at an increasing rate causing major migraines.Almost falling I caught myself and leaned against the tree breathing rather heavily. 'Mother not now stop doing this'. 'it is not me darling, the voltori is almost upon you, you powers are thinning since you know what has to happen tomorrow'. My nails grew into claws as they dug into the bark of the tree. 'mother i don't have time for this, i have a bonfire to go to'. 'but sta-'. 'goodbye mother'. And with that i forcefully pushed her our of the link and composed my self. Once again i started walking where everyone else was. Jake was putting more wood on the ground by the cut logs that was suppose to be on fire. I stood next to Benjamin and he lit one of his fingers on fire. I grinned and held up mine as well. Then with the flick of my wrist both of our hands were on fire, then set fire to the logs with it. "That's what i'm talking about, campfires, telling war stories" Jake said sitting down, then all three of us looked at the others who were just standing still. "or stand there like freaking statues", Jake commented then sighed looking at the fire. "Hey guys this isn't the ice age and your not in the museum now get your butts over here now!", I yelled making them flinch and me smirk mischievously. I giggled and turned to Benjamin who stared at me and before i could say something he spoke up. "Stace can i talk to you..alone". I nodded since i had a feeling that it was going to be important. We walked off as Garrett, Jake, and the Irish coven talking about war stories. Once we were out of ear-range we faced each other.  "stace I just wanted to let you know that i love you very much and i want to protect you-". "Benjamin you know that i can protect myself", i said frowning as he sighed. "i-i know its just i can't i-". At that moment i knew where he was getting at and started to tear up. I stepped closer "I love you too Benjamin, but you have to understand that whatever happens tomorrow it isn't none of you or the others fault OK." "stace what are you saying". "what i'm saying is that if it comes to a fight i will do everything in my power to keep you all safe" He shook his head in disbelief "what- Stacy we're all in this together, your not alone either. Why are you putting all of this on yourself stace?" "you don't understand Benjamin everyone's life over there is in my hands and if i lose any of you it will be on me." "Then help me understand stace you act as if your responsible for this and that your gonna get yourself killed." "if thats what it takes to keep you all safe then so be it." 

His eyes widened, "Stace if there's something you need to tell me then tell me now..please." His eyes filled with despair as he tried to search mine. "i can't" i answered quickly shaking my head looking down. "why?" "because i-i just can't OK, at least not now." "and when will you tell me?" "when this is all over" I answered quickly. I saw the hurt in his eyes but it'll be so much harder if i told him that i will literally die tomorrow. I don't wanna even imagine the real thing when it happens, i just hate that i have to leave everything that I've known and loved ever since i turned, my family, my friend,my car,my food,..my Benjamin. All of a sudden i let out a sob that i didn't know i was holding in, then tears started to flood out. Benjamin immediately walked closer and pulled me into him. "hey its alright love listen", he let go of me and wiped my tears away then grabbed a hold of my hands. "i know that this is hard for everyone but we all got each others back. You don't have to do this alone, i cant risk losing you stace not now, not tomorrow, not ever. I told you this many times and i will say it again i love you Stacy Isabelle Cullen, you mean the world to me. You keep saying that you will die for us to keep us safe but you know what? I will die a thousand deaths for you if that means keeping YOU safe." I gave a small smile and placed my hands on his cheeks, then kissed him lightly. "Ben-" "no i don't want to hear it stace I can't and i won't lose you stace." His eyes sparked with determination as he held me close. His arms wrapped around my waist and my arms around his neck. I smiled again, "i was just going to tell you that i love you too". 

His eyes brightened as his lips formed an 'o'. "oh". I giggled then kissed him urgently which he responded with the same passion. I put everything i had and what i felt in that kiss since that will probably be our last one ever. We pulled apart and our foreheads touched. We walked back hand in hand to the campfire. Once we got there i saw Bella walking from Renesmee's tent to me."She wants to see you". I looked at Benjamin and he smiled softly and nodded. I walked to the tent, when i got there Renesmee was sitting up waiting for me. "hi sweetie" i said sitting down next to her as she curled up next to me. "aunt Stacy can you sing me a song so i can sleep well". "of course darling, hmm you must have read my mind. Are you sure you don't have you fathers powers." We both started to giggle then i started to sing.

When i was done i looked down only to find that she was fast asleep next to me. I kissed her head gently and walked out the tent. I closed the tent quietly and turned towards where everyone else was only to find that they were smiling knowingly at me. I rolled my eyes and walked past them and sat next to Benjamin who saved me a spot. I tuned in as people start to tell their past stories for example, Vladimir and Stefan told theres. It was kind of scary but sad, i felt Benjamin tense up so i grabbed his hand and intertwined it with mine. When they were done with there story Garrett intruded the silence. "Stace how about you tell us about your story, you've been a mystery to all of us." I looked at everyone and there eyes were filled with curiosity. Some even tried to hide it but i could see it. "alright i guess you all deserve to know". I hesitated but Benjamin squeezed my hand in reassurance edging me to continue. "well it all started with this beautiful couple in the 1400's. The woman was with child and they couldn't be more happier. But when the woman had the baby it was a girl, the woman held the child in her arms and told her that she will be different from everyone else and that she will hide what she was capable of, so then the woman cast this spell on the baby to hide one half of her life that was said to be her undoing and that it must be remained hidden till fire is upon her. However her time was cut short  and the mother died but wished she more time with her baby girl. The father soon came into the room and under so much heart ache and anger he took the child and gave her to complete strangers who would love her more then he ever could. Over the next 18 years the child lived happy with her new parents but she didn't know who her biological parents were. She lost her memory of them but it always came in small snapshots in her dreams but she didn't know what they meant. Her other parents believed that when she came of age she would marry a man called Daniel Smith Duquette, he was rich, nice, kind. Any woman would have been lucky to have him but the girl didn't want him for his riches or benefits, nor did she love him. When Daniel found out she didn't love him he became more abusive and drunk more than usual. Then one day she couldn't handle it anymore and just ran away." I stopped myself as i felt my nails grow out as the memory of that night came making my eyes grow darker. " as she walked home, Daniel and his friend found her, she tried so hard to defend herself but there was just to many of them.They beated and left her out on the street to die, but then a man showed up and made her feel more alive then she's ever been." I smiled as i continued, "Things started to get really bloody after that, she became more dangerous...more deadly. She went after every single on of Daniels friends and slaughtered them to pieces instantly. But with Daniel, she took her sweet time after all he did ruin her life to the point where the doctors said she couldn't have any children. She felt that he owned her but that changed and having that relief and weight off of her shoulders from sweet revenge seemed like the best thing in the world at the time. When she finally got off the high of revenge she had the strong urge to travel all over but the man who changed her had different  plans. He took her into his home and made her feel loved and wanted like she always dreamed of." As i finished the story, i looked at everyones expression and it seemed they were still trying to process the information. "so who was the mother?" "her name was Eva Vergana". Carlise looked like he recognized the name but shrugged it off. "and...the child".

"...her name was Stacy Vergana".

Ok thats the end of this chapter. Bonfire pt 2 is coming soon. 

Also sorry it took so long to update, just been caught up in school anyway like,share,add,vote etc. Thxs!