poems

how I feel -truth

I feel this beating heart in my chest,

its there even when I rest

I feel the blood pulsing,

under my feet I hear the leaves rusling

I feel like screaming,

I just hope I'm dreaming

he left me,

he didn't care how I'd be

I can't think straight,

I don't know what I'll do at this rate

I'm dying inside,

but there's no where for me to hide

I'm scared,

yes that is what you read

fear is all I feel,

but I have to deal

I feel like I want to cut,

don't you dare tut

live is hell,

sometimes all you can do is yell

I have no where to hide,

would you even care if I died?

I don't care,

I'm not rare

this is what you did to me,

this is not who I wished to be

bullies caused this pain,

which seems to form a chain

my life has changed,

time to change the page

begin a new chapter,

and try to be happier

thats what I'll do,

I just have to find someone to be there when I do

I'll be okay,

life is a game that you have to play