poems

I wish you were here

tired of being used,

having my feelings abused

being hurt,

and treated like dirt

I have lost one of the most important people in my life,

I dont know how I'm still alive

I still miss you,

its something I'll always do

you were like a older sister to me,

I wish you never left me

when you died,

was when I started all the lies

I basically have no family left now,

I dont blame you or anyone but myself because I know how

why did you have to leave?

why did I have to continue to breathe?

why am I alive and not you?

you should be here doing the things you used to do

before you left,

before you took your final breath

I miss you,

its something I will always do

but I'm beginning to forget you,

and I dont know what to do

I wish you were here,

maybe life would be more clear

if you are looking down on me,

just know you will always be like an older sister to me

I will always miss you,

its something I will always do

I wish I got to say goodbye to you,

but its something I never got to do

maybe I'll see you again one day,

when it's my turn to float away

so I'm not going to say 'goodbye',

but I'm also not going to say 'hi'

I'm going to see you again one day,

I'll see you for more than one day

I will always love you,

its something I have and always will do

I'm sure you've seen my mistakes,

I'm sure you've seen all the roads I chose to take

I'm sure you've seen it all,

I'm sure you've seen me try to stand tall

if you were here what would you say?

would you want to stay?

I wish I knew what you'd say,

but maybe I will one day

I miss you,

its something I will always do

I love you,

its something I always have and always will do