fear courses through my body,
and reminds me I am no body
I'm nothing special,
I dont want to be special
I'm broken,
not worth a token
love is what I feel,
I wish it wasnt real
sadness is something I wish I didnt feel,
it makes everything too real
you think I'm lying,
but I was, but I'm not anymore - I dont see the point in trying
I want to reach for a blade,
but km afraid
I know I won't get the job I want,
it's going to be impossible - I know I cant
I just want thia pain to end,
but I dont want to hurt my friend
I dont care about me,
I care for everyone else but me,
it's how it has to be
I want to reach for a blade,
it helps me not be afraid
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poems
PoetryJust some poems I wrote, about various different things. They may not be that good but they are just things I wanted to get out but then I had no where to put them, so decided to put them up here. Please comment or inbox me any improvements you can...