I'm going to say goodbye
I'm sorry for each and every lie
For every time
I lied and said I was 'fine'
I'm never fine
Its simply my most famous line
I'm sorry I didnt tell any of you
I just didnt know how to
I'm dying inside
The little girl I once was has died
I have no soul
I am no longer whole
I'm simply a shell
I know for sure I will go to hell
How much longer can I do this?
Will I be someone you'll miss?
I'm tired of hiding
And nearly crying
I'm tired if lying
And feeling like dying
Everyday starts with a new lie
Each day another part of me begins to die
I'm ready to say goodbye to the old me
The person I used to be
I dont want to say goodbye to you YET
Because that will be something I'll 'live' to regret
But I'm dead inside anyway
I don't know how much longer I can stay
So why don't I just end it?
I'd be done with this shit
I wish I was gone
I wish I had never been born
Countless times my heart has been torn
I can't cope - I wish I was gone
YOU ARE READING
poems
PoesiaJust some poems I wrote, about various different things. They may not be that good but they are just things I wanted to get out but then I had no where to put them, so decided to put them up here. Please comment or inbox me any improvements you can...