poems

fear

I have this fear,

of losing someone so dear

I will always care,

which is something nowadays is rare

I wish I didn't have to fear losing you,

cause if I did I don't know what I'd do

I know you really like her,

therefore I'm going to learn to tolerate her

I will always be here for you,

that's one of the things I know how to do

I wont lose you,

I cant - I don't know what I'd do

I love you,

something everyone knows is true

you wont know this,

and telling you is something I resist

I wont tell you,

that's something I cant do

maybe someday,

but not today

I care,

and I'll always be there

whenever you need me,

I'll always be the person you know me to be

I have always loved you,

it is the one thing that has always been true

I hid it,

but now I regret it

I will always love you,

that's the one thing I will always do

I loved you yesterday,

and I have loved you for years - to this day

you may never find out,

because there are many things I doubt

you would never feel the same,

some might say its a shame

but I know you,

that is as much that is true

you really like your girlfriend,

and I shall remain merely a friend

I wont cause problems for you,

that's something I refuse to do

as long as your happy,

I'm happy

you deserve better than me,

things people somehow don't see

you deserve someone who isn't me,

or the girl I used to be

yes I lie,

I do try

but one thing that is the truth - I love you

and its the one thing I know how to do