Arrange Marriage | Backseat or the Driving seat of dreams

Part 13

"Ridhima... What happened to you? What you feel for the word love. I have noticed it's that term that bothering you for now. Am I right..?" armaan spoke looking at her deep in thoughts. Ridhima sight hearing him wondering he do know how to read people so openly with accuracy in his words to judge others mood. She knew she need to answer his question after all they are here to develop the understanding between. Seeing her sigh armaan knew he was right to guess the reason of her sudden drawback from words all way.

He waited for her to voice her thoughts. While ridhima tried to mold her thoughts in words to make her view over the Phase 'Love' clear. Balancing the words around she started "I don't know what the love is... i am alien to the feeling of love that two people share. I don't know what it feels like to be in love with someone or being loved by someone who are not bonded with blood relations or with the tag of 'Friends'. I don't know what make you fall in love with someone. What you see in the person that make you fall for them even when we have number of people with same qualities around us. I don't know why people say love changes them totally, we start doing unexpected things once fallen in love. I just don't have that connection with the word LOVE. It seems strange to me, this word only means parents, sibling and friends to me nothing other than that. People say friendship is a step towards love then why we fall in love with one person when we have plenty number of friends. I means many of our friends have similar qualities then what special thing is there in that person that make us fall. These all question keep roaming in my mind from such a small age when i saw rahul muskaan, nikita Abhimanyu falling for each other tagging them self as LOVERS. But till today i have got now answer."

"Whenever I used to ask them about the LOVE word their words always makes an impression as a filmy world that exist only in a fake world created by the directors and actors over the screen that last for few hours then end it with the end of the screen play"

They say

"Love is the feeling that gives you butterfly in the stomach"

"Love is a feeling that makes you heart beats at a faster rate when he is around you"

"Love makes you want to stay with person you love forever and ever never to let go"

"Love is a feeling that make you do stupid things being totally unconsciously of the lover around you"

"Love is a feeling that changes you in a better person then you are now"

"Love is something that makes you feel happy all the time"

"Love make you feel alive than ever before make you smile remembering their loved once"

"Love is when you feel sensation in your whole body when you touch him/her"

"Love is unlimited and unaffected with the increase of the time span you spent together"

Ridhima continued after a small pause "But all these idea sounds great while watching something on the big or small screen but in real like it never sounded that great to me. See the industry world today if they were in love back in past in their life and married their lovers then how the love ended in a couple of years. One day the say they always loved them from past years but did have courage to confess it but when they confessed and got married what they did divorced each other just because now they have career to concentrate on. Where was carrier back then and what kind of love it was which now seems as a mistake to them"

Armaan asked "are you hinting to someone specific?" to which ridhima denied "No i am not.... maybe my words will hit on one name but it was for general. Today u see the industry people getting in love spending long time together then fall apart not wanting to work over their flaws but keep pointing on other one. You can see the industry for no of examples like hritik being in married life for nearly 18 years they fall apart same with farhan aktar, then karan Singh Grover, karan patel, sharad-divyanka, karan kundra, imran khan, Sushant Rajput, albaz-malaika and plenty of examples."