Don't Be Scared»Austin Carlile

•chapter 20• oh what you saay

Denis decided to take me back to the buses, and Austin ran at me. He wrapped his arm around my waist and picked me up, he spun me around and I swore he was crying. I flung my arms around his neck, and sighed letting a single tear fall.
"I'm home now," I whispered into his ear as his grip tightened.
"What was wrong?" He whispered into my ear, his breath tingled on my ear which caused a dark shade of pink to arise on my cheeks.
"I felt like a whore, so I got drunk. Denis and Cameron found me." I said as my feet touched the solid ground again. Austin looked up at Denis who was pulling out of Warped, and sighed.
"Did you two have sex?"
"No, I just stayed over at his place."
Austin slid my phone out of his pocket and then handed it to me. When his soft skin touched mine I remembered what Denis said. I laced my fingers with his and took him behind a bus so no one would see us. I looked up into his deep brown eyes that caused butterflies in my stomach every time I looked into them.
"Austin, I'm confused as hell right now. I-I'm scared, I feel like I'm a whore. I'm leading people on and I feel bad, and of my god this sucks. There is one thing I know, I love you."
I said taking a shaky breath in. I closed my eyes waiting for a response but there wasn't one. We just stood there, two feet apart. I could reach out and touch him, but it felt like miles. I opened my eyes and looked up at him. He just stared down into my eyes lifeless. Then he just fell over, and hit the ground. I sat next to his past out body,and called 911.
"911, what's your emergency?" A female voice asked
"M-My friend pasted out, he has heart problems and marfan syndrome." I stated my voice shaking and panicked.
"An ambulance is on it's way."
I hung up my phone and continued to shake Austin. Tears dropped out of my eyes and onto his skin, I couldn't lose him. At least, not yet. Not now. By then people started to notice me crying and yelling at his limp body sprawled out on the hot concrete. As the ambulance pulled up Tony picked me up bridal style, and waited as I flailed my arms and screamed at him. I was finally put down and I road to the hospital in the ambulance. I held his hand and squeezed my eyes shut. This has to be a dream.
Next thing I knew I was sitting in the waiting room scrolling through the Austin and Emily ship tags crying. He was in surgery, and Alan and them weren't here yet. There was a picture of Austin and I holding hands, and there was a website attached. I clicked on the link to find a fan fiction. I decided to read it, and it was wonderful.
"Carlile?" A female voice said. I jumped up and followed her. They explained that something with the heart happened, and that he was okay now. I ran into the room and hugged him. He was unconscious from the medicine. I cried into his chest even while Alan, Phil, Tino, and Aaron hugged him.
(A/N) Ik, it's a short chapter! It's a filler for what's coming up next. I could of made the story waaaay more sad, and I almost did but I then decided I didn't want to do that. I was going to make Emily be in a coma and everyone wasn't dead. Much love-emotrex