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•emily's pov•
I rolled over to see Austin laying in the bed with me, his brow furrowed and his eyes closed. I yawned and looked at my surroundings, it was a hospital.
"Morning, baby." I whispered putting my hand on Austin's cheek. His beautiful brown eyes fluttered open, and a small smile appeared in his lips. I grinned back at him, and happily sighed.
"Good morning, beautiful."
•time skip to two months after that•
Austin and I have moved into his house, and have made our relationship official. Oli went to the cops, so the gang was put in jail. Austin decided that we should go to the fair as a date tonight, and I was really excited. He was currently at the studio. I got into the bathroom, but unexpectedly I was followed by Nenna (I couldn't find his dog's name so I came up with that). I turned around and picked up the small white mess of fur, and kissed her head.
"You can't take a shower with me!" I said laughing a little.
"Can I?" I jumped, and there stood Austin in the door way.
"Hmmmmm...." I was seriously considering this, but I was scared. Before I could say anything Austin was slipping his shirt off. Then his pants, and boxers. I my eyes grew wide, and  my face heated up. I quickly spun around so I wasn't facing him. I heard the water of the shower start to run, and then a sigh come from Austin.
"So..." He mumbled.
"S-S-So.." I stammered
"Emily, you're beautiful. Don't be scared. Just a shower, nothing else."
I nodded and slipped my shirt off, then my pants, bra, then underwear. I got in the shower, followed my Austin. The warm water hit my skin and made me flinch a bit.
'just a shower..'
I kept telling myself that it was just a shower, and before I knew it was over. I found myself smiling in the mirror.
"See, I wouldn't do anything if you didn't want me to." Austin smiled walking over to me a towel wrapped around his waist, showing off his v-line causing me to blush.
"S-Sorry," I said sadness in my voice.
"There's no need to be sorry baby." He said grabbing my hand. He twirled me around causing me to giggle, and then pulled me into his bare chest.
"I love you," he said
"I love you way more."
I stood on my tippy-toes, and slammed my lips into his. The kiss was passionate, and we only pulled away for breath. We found our way to the bedroom.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Austin asked his naked body laying on top on mine.
"Yes," I said smiling causing him to smile and kiss me more. Let's just say the next twenty minutes where the best ever. I'd rate it 8 out of 10. Austin laid next to me, panting. I watched as my chest rises and then fell. I was afraid to move..since it was my first time.
"Come on, let's get dressed for our date." Austin smiled kissing my cheek. He stood up but I just laid there. He looked down at me concerned.
"It won't hurt that bad," Austin said holding his hand out for me. I grabbed it, and stood up. My pelvis hurt a little bit it was tolerable. I changed into a black shirt and high waisted shorts. I slipped a red flannel around my waist and out on black vans.

We arrived at the fair, and I dragged Austin around to ride rides

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We arrived at the fair, and I dragged Austin around to ride rides. I often turned around to see him taking videos or pictures of me, which caused me to smile and blush a little. The sun was setting so we got in the Ferris wheel. When we got to the top Austin took a picture of us kissing whilst the sun went down in the background.
"Hey Austin?" I asked
"Hm?"
"How do you feel about having kids?"
I squeezed my eyes shut knowing that maybe I shouldn't of asked, I heard Austin chuckle. I opened my eyes to him facing me, his brown eyes sparkling.
"I would love to have children, especially with you." He smiled causing me to break out smiling.
"I love you so much." I said closing my eyes smiling. Once we got off the Ferris wheel Austin wanted to win me a prize, and he did. On one of the dart games he won a little teddy bear, and he handed it to me. I squeezed it to my chest, and walked back to the car with Austin.
•austin's pov•
Emily fell asleep, so I picked her up and took her to bed. Nenna jumped into the bed with us and curled up with me.
•emily's pov•
When I woke up I saw Nenna and Austin curled up. I took a picture and posted it to Instagram.

I quickly changed into a Paramore shirt, and shorts

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I quickly changed into a Paramore shirt, and shorts. I pulled my hair up into a pony tail. Today I was going to do a video, and then I had to go into work at AP and get interviewed. I was basically 'famous' for dating Austin, and I hated that. I was 'famous' for being in love, and nothing more. Before I turned on my camera Austin walked in wearing a black sweatshirt with a red shirt underneath it, and jeans. He smiled at me and sat down on the white couch next to me.
"Mind if I join?" He asks his voice a little gruff from screaming last night.
"Sure, I'll have to change yo what I'm doing give me a second."
I ran out of the room, basically everyone wanted us to do the Chapstick challenge. I planned on doing it next week but now was perfect. I grabbed two handfuls of Chapstick, and then ran back into the room. I turned the camera on and waved.
"Hello everyone!" I smiled
"Hello!" Austin smiled
"Today is the popular request oooofff...the chapstick challenge. I'm doing this because I know how everyone wants more pics to put on tumblr of us." I smiled as Austin grabbed my hand out of shot. I explained the rules, and then he closed his eyes and grabbed one. It was cinnamon. I put a layer of it on my lips, and Austin leaned in. We kissed for two seconds and then pulled away and stuck his tongue out.
"That was disgusting!"
"Well if you feel that way..." I was joking but a saddened look appeared on his face.
"I meant the chapstick, I could kiss you for years."
"Well, what was it?"
"Cinnamon?"
"Correct!"
I closed my eyes and picked one. I heard Austin smack his lips, and then I kissed him. It was this sweet taste, but I couldn't quite taste in. So, I deepened the kiss by pulling myself closer. I pulled away and cheered.
"It's coconut!!!!!"
"Indeed."'
After a few more rounds of that Austin and I drove down to AP for my interview. My buddy, Nick was doing the interview. We talked for a little, Austin was behind the camera watching. Then, the interview started. Nick did his normal intro, and I did the two finger solute thing.
"So, what is it like to date a band member?" Nick asked reading off the paper in his hand.
"Well, I love Austin. I really do, but I don't like how all the sudden I'm 'famous'," I put my fingers up and did the air quote around famous,"for dating him. I don't want to be famous for being in love."
After a few more questions and answers, there was one that struck home.
"What do you regret the most?"
"Well, I have a top two. I can't choose one."
"Do tell."
"Well, I regret not making music. Also, I regret ever letting Jake near his ex that day."
Nick gave me a confused look and them I remembered, I haven't told the public. I sighed and looked at Austin, who was pulling a stood over to comfort me.
"Well, it's now or never." I mumbled. I looked up at Austin and asked him to explain. While he was telling the story I silently cried and looked down at my hands. Hearing this story again and again broke me more.
My heart was like glass, once it broke it would never be the same again.

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