two weeks later I sat next to Austin in the gynecologist office. I was shaking, and Austin kept squeezing my hand. All the lady's around us looked like it was just another day. "Is this your first visit?" The lady next to me asked. She had short blonde hair, and wore sweatpants and a t-shirt. "Yes." I stated trying to hide my nervousness. "It will be fine! I have some advice." "What's that?" "There's this body pillow for when you get in the second trimester get this special body pillow, it saved my sleep." I nodded an thanked her. Then my name was called. Austin followed behind, I could tell he was nervous and excited. Once we got into the room and situated Austin sneakily took a picture. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it again. "Everything is going to be okay babe." I gave him a small smile. "Just, what if I'm not a good dad." He said his voice a little shaky. "You will be, remember when I was a babysitter in high school and you would come over and all the kids would run over and want to play with you." "Yeah." "You'll make a great dad, and I'll help you through this." He smiled at me and kissed my hand. The doctor walked in, and she smiled at me. She put this cold jelly stuff on my stomach, and then she put this machine thing over it. After awhile she turned the monitor to me. She pointed to one part and smiled. "That's the head." I started to cry, and I covered my mouth with my hand. The doctor smiled and clicked some buttons then left. Once I got changed back into my normal clothes I ran over to Austin and kissed him. He cupped my face with his hands and smiled. "This is really happening." I smiled "Yes, it is." •author's pov• While Austin and Emily celebrated, Kendra and Miles laid in bed worried. The doctor said that it was a 50% chance that the baby would die. They where debating to go through with it, or get an abortion. For the couple, it was a hard decision. In the end, they decided to take a risk of keeping it. Kendra wanted to keep it a secret from Emily, knowing she would constantly give her things to help the babies health. •three months later• •emily's pov• Today was the day. My wedding day, to be exact. We wanted it to be small, and Austin was worried what would happen to the baby if I was stressed. I looked into the mirror and smiled at the beautiful white dress and veil. I kept my hair down, and some light makeup. My stomach wasn't too big, but there was a little 'baby bump' as everyone liked to call it. (This is not Emily btw)
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I got lost in my thoughts, but I was snapped back to reality when a pair of arms snaked around me and rested above my stomach. I knew it was Kendra, her stomach was bigger than mine. Since I was only 3 months, and she was 6. She was wearing the red flowey dress I picked out for the other two bridesmaids. Of course, Kendra was the maid of honor.
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(Can I just point out how constipated the model looks?) "Let's go get you married!" She smiled at me, and I giggled softly. "Are you sure your okay with giving me away, I mean I used to be your wife." "Don't worry, I'll poison his food so we can be together again." We both laughed and walked out of the little room I was in. Austin and I where getting married at the beach, so I decided I'm not gonna wear shoes. Tony was the one giving me away, since well, my fathers a drunken a-hole. That, and I have a restraining order on him. I linked arms with Tony, and he handed me the bouquet. Before the music started he looked down at me. "It's tradition to do this." He said pulling out a small picture of Jake. "Something old," then he pulled out a little turtle plushy. "Something new." Then he pulled out what looked like Vic's car keys. "Something borrowed, also don't tell Vic." Then he put a bright blue rose in the bouquet. "Something blue!" I laughed at his silliness, and then the music began to play. Before you start thinking 'here comes the bride' it's not that song, it's Tyler's cover of Can't Help Falling In Love. My bridesmaids, Jenna Joseph and Hayley Williams ran over and hugged me before getting in line. Then they stared walking. I was getting super nervous. Once Kendra was off I knew it was my turn. I took in a deep breath, and took a step forward. Then more steps, and before I knew it I was running at full speed towards Austin, who was crying a little bit. Alan, Josh, and Tino where the groomsmen, they all smiled at me. I slammed my body into Austin's. He wrapped his arms around me, and planted a kiss on my forehead. I then reluctantly left his embrace and stood where I was supposed to. •weddings are too long so skip• "Emily Jackson, I've known you for basically my whole life. Seeing you sad, makes me sad. You cry, I'll cry. You smile, I smile. I'll follow you to the end, because I love you. Those three words are small, but the meaning behind them are so much bigger." Austin smiled and shoved the piece of paper back into his pocket. Kendra handed me the paper I wrote my vows on, and I began to speak. "The one thing that has always bother me, is that I don't like myself. My appearance, my voice, my weird laugh, my goofy grin, and just my personality. That's all change, whenever I'm with you that washes sways and turns into background noise. I mean, I have a lot of issues that everyone leaves me because of...but your right in front of me. Wanting to get married, being pregnant, you haven't left me for those problems. I'm not always myself, but you deal with that. I promise you a lot of things, but at this moment it's this, nobody could ever think about loving you as much as I do." Austin wiped away a tear and then smiled. The priest then asked more things blah blah blah. "Do you Austin Robert Carlile take Emily May Jackson to be your wife?" "I do." "Emily May Jackson, do you take Austin Robert Carlile to be your husband?" "Of course I do." "You may now kiss the bride!" Everyone cheered as I was pulled into a deep loving kiss that made me never want to stop kissing him, ever. We then left the beach and did the whole party thing, and then home. Our honeymoon is going to be a while week of lazy days, and video games. We would go somewhere, but I mean we are exhausted. I curled up next to Austin in his black slipknot tank, and my underwear. He was in his boxers like normal. "I love you Mr. Carlile." I whispered "I love you more Mrs. Carlile." "And I love you too Auora." I smiled down putting a hand on my stomach. "Auora?" "Auora Caroline Carlile." "Just like the princess, but what if it's a boy?" "I'm letting you choose that name. After awhile Austin smiled. "Grey James Carlile."
