Don't Be Scared»Austin Carlile

•chapter 16• lost

I've been staying with Vic for two weeks now, for some reason Tony won't let me see Austin or go home. I curled up on the couch letting out a sigh. Vic set his hand on my leg and squeezed it.
"What's wrong?" He asked
"I want to see Austin, and sleep in my own bed. I mean I'm having a lot of fun but I'm getting home sick."
"Yeah, Tony won't tell me why you can't see him or go home..."
•tony's pov•
Austin sat in front of me with his head in his hands. I ran a hand through my hair and rolled my eyes.
"I'm giving you two choices. Tell her and let get decide, or dump her." I stated coldly.
"I can't dump her, and if I tell her she'd never forgive me."
"I'm not changing my mind."
"T-Then I'll tell her."
•emily's pov•
Vic's phone rang, and he answered it nodding. He then took me to his car and back to my house. He walked with me inside to see Tony and Austin sitting on the couch. Austin stood up and looked like he wanted to cry, where on the other hand Tony looked pissed.
"E-Emily I have something to tell you..." Austin said gulping
"Yeah?" I said looking at Vic and then him
"The night of the party I..." He closed his eyes and breathed in," I had sex with Pamela."
He cheated on me...With his ex...whom he left to be with me...did he even mean what he said?
Tears poured of my eyes as I walked over to him. I looked up at him and felt so angry yet sad. I then reached my hand up to his cheek, and slapped him. I then went upstairs and grabbed a suitcase of stuff, and then left with Vic. Once we got back to Vic's I went up to the guest bed and cried till I fell asleep.
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Today was the first day of Warped Tour and I was touring with Of Mice & Men. Austin and I haven't spoke since he told me he cheated on me, but he got back together with Pamela. I got my own bunk, and I was going to be doing interviews of different bands. The line up this year was perfect, because all of my friends where there. Twenty One Pilots, Pierce The Veil, Black Veil Brides, Asking Alexandria, and Panic!. I was greeted by Alan with a hug, and then I pulled out my camera.
"Hello everyone, day one of warped and I've already gotten one hug!" I announced as Alan made a funny face causing me to laugh.
"You should make that a challenge or somethin' how many hugs can you get throughout warped." Alan suggest
"Bring it on!" I then turned the camera off and set my bag down in my bunk. I looked down at the paper that my boss had gave me off interviews to see that I had one with Panic! in fifteen minutes. I hurried to the location where we were supposed to meet, and set everything up. Brendon walked over and hugged me, and i hugged back. We sat next to each other and I read of questions on the paper in front of me.
"I have a question for you." Brendon states turning serious
"Hm?" I said looking up at him
"How do you have original thoughts in a world of unoriginal people?"
"I believe that you take all those unoriginal thoughts and put them together, add a little music and then you have an original song."
"That's deep."
"Yeah," I laughed and then we ended the interview.
After I got back to the bus I edited the interview and scrolled through tumblr. There was a lot of sad video edits of Austin and I, kinda like the Phan ones. They where really sad, and one almost made me cry. Why do my fans do this to meeee?!!!! I pulled out my camera, and yawned.
"Just got done editing and scrolling through the tumbs, you guys need to stop making sad edits! You're giving me major feels! Anyways, it's time for PTV's set so I'm gonna go watch to support my little sexican beans!"
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I ran over to the guys, and gave each one a hug. Tony looked nervous, so I gave him another hug. I pulled out my camera, and smiled as I pressed record.
"So far that's six hugs!" I announced
"Emily!" Jaime wined
"Yes?" I asked looking behind my shoulder
"I want another hug!"
I walked over and hugged him still filming. That's when the lady announced it was time for them to go on. Jaime picked me up and put me over his shoulder and grabbed his guitar, and then walked up on stage. He played and entire song with me flung over his shoulder, and everyone was laughing so hard.
"Give it up for Emily, who managed to not fall off my shoulder!" Jaime said after they played The Divine Zero. I laughed and stayed on stage filing the rest of the show. Tony and I acted like complete idiots, and Vic joined us. Vic and I became close since I found out that Austin cheated on me. He helped me while world came craving down, and I even helped him write some songs. He became a brother figure to me, and so did Mike. I was a part of their family and that was amazing. Then it was time for the last song.
"We all want to dedicate this song to our new family member, Emily." Vic smiled reaching his hand out for me to take it. I placed my hand in his warm soft hand and smiled. The crowed 'aww'ed and I blushed. The beginning to Sambuka began playing which caused me smile.
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I got back to the bus and went into my bunk to edit. Once that was done I sent it to my boss, and then went to go get pizza by myself. That didn't end up so great. Next thing I knew I was behind the stage of the Of Mice & Men set dancing, singing along, and laughing at my. I heard the music stop, so I decided to take Alan's skateboard and skate to the pizza place.
•austin's pov•
I ran off of stage knowing I heard Emily's laugh and voice. All I saw of her was her hair breaking behind her as she skated away earbuds in her ears. I've messed up so bad.
I'm an idiot.
I'm so freaking stupid.
DAMN IT AUSTIN!