•2016•
A lot had happened since the day Austin and I kissed. I moved to San Fransisco, across the street from Tony. I'm an AP interviewer, and my channel is getting big. Of mice & men got a new member three years ago, his name is Aaron. He's super sweet, Alan introduced him to me. Austin has a girlfriend her name is Pamela. Josh and Tyler are on tour, ptv is in South America on tour, AA went back to England for awhile, om&m where on tour with Marilyn Manson and slipknot. I was just left alone at the moment, well not really. I was helping Kendra out with wedding planning. I stood on the cold hard wood floor looking at myself in the mirror. I was wearing a ptv shirt, and black shorts. My hair was straightened, and resting on my chest. I sighed as my phone rang. I walked over to it, and clicked answer.
"How's my favorite girl?" I heard a familiar voice laugh
"I'm good, Alan. How my ginger?" I asked chuckling
"I'm good, sweaty and tired but good."
"Just got done playing?"
"Yeah, whatcha doin'?"
"Looking at myself in the mirror."
"Emily."
"I know, I know."
"Do I have to cal Kendra?"
"No, she should be here any minute. Wedding dress shopping...yay." I said the yay sarcastically causing Alan to laugh. Then I heard yelling and then a familiar laugh.
"Ey! Em!" Tino yelled
"Tino!" I yelled
"What's up?"
"Wedding dress shopping, you?"
"Running away from al-"
"Hello?"
"Emily!" Phil yelled
"Philly!"
"What's going on?"
"Wedding dress shopping, ugh."
"I'm running away from Alan!"
"That's nice."
"Emmy!"
"Aaron!" I laughed at the guys for being so silly
"Hey Em."
I felt my face go pale, and butterflies erupt in my stomach.
"U-Uh hey, Austin."
"What's going on?"
I couldn't talk for a moment, his voice was so deep. We only said hello a couple times after he kissed me, and Alan stepped in his place.
"I'm going wedding dress shopping."
"That's cool."
Before I could say anything there was a car honking outside.
"Got to go bye."
I hung up, grabbed my purse and ran to Kendra's car. She looked at the expression on my face and sighed.
"Austin?" She asked pulling out of the drive way.
"Austin." I confirmed.
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Kendra walked out of dressing room smiling wide. The dress looked stunning, and her and I both knew this was the one.
That's the dress not KendraThen it was time for us to find bridesmaid dresses. I groaned as Kendra handed me a bunch of dresses to try on. After about fifteen, I found one I liked. I walked out and Kendra nodded yes.
Then we bought the dresses and more bridesmaids dresses for the other three. She then dropped me off at my house, where I sulked for the rest of the day.
•wedding day•
I sat in the room where we were all getting dressed and sighed. I slipped on the dress, and let my hair rest on my shoulders. I did winged eyeliner, and put on white converse. Kendra protested but finally gave in. The other three bridesmaids were squealing at each other. Their names where Twaney, and Shelby, and I had no clue the other girls name. They looked amazing...Where I looked like a potato. I wondered into the room Kendra was getting ready in. She stood looking in the mirror.
"You look stunning." I said
"Thank you."
"It's go time!"Kendra's mom said coming into the room. She ran us to the line up, and I took a deep breath. I was handed a bouquet full of red roses. Then the music began, it was the cue. I went after Shelby, and once she was gone I started walking. I looked over at the groomsmen, and made eye contact with Austin.
•austin's pov•
Emily looked so beautiful as she walked down the isle, but my chances with her where gone. She caught me staring at her, and looked at her feet. I could tell she was blushing. Then Kendra walked out.
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We were at the party part of the wedding, and Kendra and Miles were having their first dance. Emily was standing in the corner staring at them, sadness in her eyes. I felt an arm wrap around mine. Pamela.
"Hey babe," she whispered looking at he newlyweds
"Hey." I said looking down at her
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."
•emily's pov•
My mom walked over to me, and grabbed my left hand. Her hand was warm and boney. She then pulled me out if the white tent, and to the trees. She sighed and hugged me.
"Are you okay with him here?" She asked. Yes, I told my mom. I can't keep anything a secret from her.
"No..."I whispered holding back tears.
"We can leave the-"
"No, this is my best friends wedding day. I'm not leaving because of fool."
My mom looked at me shocked, and I was shocked at what I just said. I called Austin a fool...
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Kendra waved goodbye to everyone and then they drove off. I hugged my mom, and then got in my car. Once I opened my door I heard my name being yelled. I looked over my shoulder to see Austin, so I quickly got in my car. Before he could get to me I drove away, and went home. I cried all the way to my bed, and then fell asleep crying in the dress with all my makeup on...on white sheets. I woke up the next day to a phone full of texts and calls. I just turned my phone off and headed to the shower.
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I laid on the couch scrolling through tumblr. My hair was pulled into a ponytail, and I was wearing a ptv crop top and high waisted shorts. I looked up at the tv that was playing orange is the new black. My phone kept ringing and I was getting annoyed. I picked up the phone and clicked answer.
"What?" I shouted
"Erm..Emily?" Kendra said
"Oh, sorry."
"What's going on?"
"Austin keeps texting and calling me, I thought you were him."
"You need to read the caller I.d. More. Well I was just calling to check up, don't answer Austin okay?"
"Okay."
She then hung up and waited for the phone to ring. Once it did I checked to see if it was Austin, which it was. I clicked answer and put the phone to my ear.
"What?!" I whisper-shouted
"Can I come over we need to talk."
"About what?"
"Just, please."
"Fine."
I then hung up and sighed.
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Don't Be Scared»Austin Carlile
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