(co-written by Jennescape)
I got tired of hearing the monster, living under my bed
So I invited it above, under my covers instead
It cradled me, it cuddled me, and I let it in
I've gone off the deep end, but I forgot how to swim
This pillow talk, this whispering, it's all consuming me
It's sweet voice is wearing me thin but I can't stop listening
It says, "pretty girl, I've seen your heart; your insane mind.
I know every page of your story, so let me tell you mine...
When I was young like you, I was filled with love
But it was taken with a bang, pretty girl.. don't play with guns."
The monster under my bed, it becomes a friend of mine
But the monster in my closet, it is of a different kind
It taunts me, it tries me, it sings a cruel tune
Every night it's the same, it sings nothing new
"I was once pretty, just like you
I had a bright future in front of me too
I could strum, I could sing and I could write
I was the head of my class, doing everything right
But I was led astray, by the long dark nights
Sadness had me by the hair and it was holding me tight
I had to take pills, or I was such a mess
No thoughts were given to the side effects
I took one, then two, then the whole damn bottle
Bright lights, yelling voices, I was in the hospital
Hours passed, first three, four, then five
I couldn't trick myself, I was no longer alive
It took a few more hours for the beeping to stop
But when it finally did, I had one last thought
What if I could do it all over again?
Trade the pills for some liquor and the knives for some friends
Then I laughed at myself, I was wicked and cold
I knew I wasn't meant to die weak and old
I was a monster in the making
When I walked, the earth was shaking
Out of the broken body now, I'm so free!
This world is going to get a piece of me
Do you want to come? We could rule the world!
Come on, be my queen, my sweet pretty girl"
The monster under my bed, it also hears the song
It tells me, "pretty girl, you know that he's all wrong
Listen to me, I've learned my lesson well
Follow it however, and you'll be dragged straight to hell
You have so much potential, you're more than a pretty face
You're very young still, and you must pick your place
Take a stand, make a choice worth fighting for
Why rule the world when you can make it yours?
Be the queen of your own world, live happy and free
Pretty girl, you know what's right, just listen to me."
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Sing and Dance
PoesíaSing and Dance all your troubles away, and maybe they'll come back another day #98 in Poetry (9/6/16) #48 in Poetry (9/7/16)
