Love At First Sight

Part 35 - Will We Be Together?

A.N. Go get the tissues guys! For the end of the chapter ;) 

I have good news and bad news:

- The Bad: I already finished of writing this book,  and I don't know if there will be a sequel to it! :C

-The Good: I'll be posting two chapter this weekend or week!  :) 

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PART 35- Will We Be Together? 

Zayn POV:

I couldn’t say anything to her, I was speechless, how could I say anything? I knew the shit I did. I called Jessy last night, all because there was something on her that makes me go back to her. I called her when Sharon was a sleep, she didn’t notice. After talking to her I told her that it would be the last time she would hear about me. I would keep it a secret and no one would ever know. But there was I in the middle of "our" business and she calls. But that wasn't all.... Jessy, kind of made some threats to me, besides of the thing that makes me go back to her she made it worse. She wanted to expose my relationship with Sharon and I guess I wasn't ready for it. I haven't talk about that with her. It's all so messed up. 

Sharon walked away , dressed with a shirt and shorts , outside. I didn’t move, the only thing I could think was, where the hell I put myself in.

After lots of thinking, I decided to make a cup of hot chocolate. I walked back upstairs and went outside. Sharon was cold.  I could see her skin with goose bumps and the way she tried to fractionated her hands on her skin.

-Here, - I said and handed her the cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows. – It can make you feel better… - I added, she looked at me like I was a freak, at the moment I was worse than that. I was the worse boyfriend ever, who finished with cheating on his girlfriend in the first night he could. She took it.

-You got to be fucking kidding with me! – She simply said.

-I can explain… - I tried to say.

-No Zayn, I’m done with all explanations! She made it very clear, you still like her… - She said, she looked more than heartbroken.

-But I don’t, it was the last time I called her! I swear…. – I said, my throat started to create the feeling of crying.  I was starting, but she already was in tears. I moved closer to her and hugged. She struggled against me but ended up crying in to me. – I’m sorry. – It was the only thing I could say to her.

-Don’t be sorry about it. Finally I think my life is really starting in the right way. When I actually am in the same way. I hate my life… - She said and started to cry more. I couldn’t stand that. Seeing a girl cry the way she was.

-I promise I’ll never do that… please don’t break up with me. I promise I’ll make you the happiest girl all around the world. – She let out a giggle, half crying and half laughing.

 -Don’t do that… you will destroy your life. – She said.

-Fuck my life! Like serious, my life is nothing without you. I don’t want to lose you now, I’m looking at the other half of me… - I started to sing Mirrors from Justin Timberlake. Somehow she sang with me.

-Chooooo! Stop singing songs I like… and that describe how I feel. – She said in low voice the last part. I kissed her head.

-I’ll stop if you promise you’ll forgive me. – I said, she looked at straight to my eyes. I could see a little of hesitation in her eyes. At this point neither of us drank the hot chocolate with marshmallows. we rested the cups on the table in front of us. The hesitation hadn’t left her eyes. I didn’t think twice, “If it’s the last time, make it worth” I thought. I kissed her. It took some seconds until she responded me, but after it she kissed me back. It was full of passion, I gave it all to that kiss, if it was the last time I would like to remember hw those lips felt. I didn't knew what would happen after it... I lost my mind in the time we kissed, I felt something slide down my face. I was crying. This could be the last time we would be together all those bad thing crossed my mind and then.....