LYFE

Lemonade

As Jason walks back in g spot he noticed me and Cj talking. I'm on The bar counter and hes inbetween my thighs looking at me smiling, I didnt even noticed Jason was standing there I turn to look and I noticed he was angry like he wanted to kill. I ask Cj to help me down and I walk over to him and grab his arm and he knows im short I'm  5'6 he looks at me like he just lost his puppy and he starts to tear uP he never cried in front of me he saw me cry more than a lifetime movie Lol, he wipes his eyes quick and says give him a shot and we have to bounce. Cj walks up to him while I go get my phone from the speakers Jason tells Cj he broke up with Tiffany and Cj pats him on the back and said we need to go to the strip club ill pay my treat. I walk back to them over hearing them say something about strip club i rolled my eyes and sighed because I knew where this was going down in a bad way. As the night reach I got a text from a unknown number saying some wild ass shit

Unknown- bitch watch your back your a dead fag when I see you

Me -Fuck you who ever you be, come try hoe

Unknown-hard mouth okay you will learn today fag

As I head home Cj walks me to my door saying goodnight. I hugged him he wrapped his arms around me I felt like I was on cloud nine his body was warm and felt like a pillow, after I pull away he pulls ,me back and puts a peck on my cheeks causing me to blush, he licks his lips and tells me good night. I waved at him leaving and shouted out at Jason to be safe And enjoy himself. I walked in to my room and started playing a movie on Netflix and put my phone on charge, I went to take a bath and when i took off my shirt all i could sMell was Cj scent. I inhale his scent so deep i felt like the snuggle commercial. I got in the shower and enjoyed it to the fullest. I walked out the shower back into my room getting dress and watching the movie when my phone starts vibrating and i pick it up to Jason asking me what im doing lolol,

Jason- yo shorty Wyd

Me -watching waiting to exhale

Jason-smt thats your favorite movie aye

Me- of course i live for Bernie Lololol

Jason- anyway u like Cj huh? Lol

Me - hes chute in his own way, yeh i like him

Jason- so you rather him than me?

Me- nigga you ain't my type da fuq you ghetto Lol i like classy dudes

Jason- nigga GTF u know you want this Lol

Me-boy bye im going to bed Ttyl be safe plz and i ain't want no drama ok

Jason- ok mummy Lol sleep tight shorty Ttyl.

Ends conversation.

Jason side.......

Like why he chose cj over me like what he have over me sigh he just dont know how he hurting my feelings.i have been low key in love with avi since I first met him by our friend Lynette place, when I saw avi for the first time I felt my breath leave my body but I couldn't show him how I felt because I was scared when he gave me that fake smile it hurt me I wanted to get to know him but I guess not, after I walked off I notice this dude grabbing on my shorty and roughing him up I wanted to knock the Fuck out of him yo, but I had to hold my composure after I saw he push Lynette in the pool and started punching my baby I got crazy yo and pull him off my shorty and started breaking this nigga jaw yo put your hands on my baby Fucking stupid . After the fight was over everyone Left I made sure everything was cool and went to check on Lynette and my baby. I notice they were heading to the house I pull my shorty hand to talk to him out of no where shorty punch my nose, for a short dude avi had a serious punch like I would get mad if we fight Cuz I know he would black my eye Lol. I shouted in pain Cuz it really did hurt he looked at me noticing im not his ex he said sorry and I told him its cool, I notice his face was swell but I got mad because I should of stop him before it got out of hand sigh. After hanging with them I told them I will check on them in the morning so I left but I had to make sure my baby was ok before I leave so I shook his hand and winked at him I wanted to hold his face and kiss him so bad but I couldn't. As I drive away im crying because im confused why am i going crazy over a dude i dont know like Wtf i made it up in my mind that i would let this go and think about Tiffany she's 3months pregnant and I cant afford to lose her or my baby. Got home took a shower and went to bed not thinking about what happened tonight. As I fall sleep I started dreaming about avi he were at a beach and it was crowded with people and we just sitting there talking and laughing we looked happy and I felt warm inside knowing hes happy with me and im happy with him as we got up I heard gunshots and I cover avi protecting him after it was cleared i got up asking if avi was okay he looked at me and held his hand to my face and i felt something cold and wet on my face when it hit me avi was shot i started crying out loud saying baby your okay we are going to the hospital now he told me its to late Jason as his eyes filled with tears and a smile of joy, i started to pick him up but by the time we got to the car i try to wake him avi was already dead, i started crying calling out his name screaming i love you baby your my shorty i should of protected you . I woke up choking and tears flowing down my face but something else was draining down from my nose, it was blood i looked at my face in shock he didnt hit me that hard so why is my nose bleeding? I washed my face and got back in bed and said to myself i cant let nothing happen to my shorty to my baby i will protect them from anything and anyone once im breathing ill fight with everything in my soul, because I love him I LOVE YOU KDAVI AKA SHORTY.