LYFE

Jealous

Jason pov.
Damn I got ready for the spa and headed there feeling good. I know today we going to be friends so we can still show Jayla love that we have for her. I guess that's the mutual understanding that we have. I got my phone and keys and told Jayla to lets go she was going by my friend who babysits her while I run errands. I dropped her off and headed for the spa to chill with avi. Tbh I was nervous, I didn't know if this was going left or right. But I said to myself that whatever happens I have to respect avi and his relationship with Cj. I was 2minutes away and avi was ringing my phone but I pulled in and hung up because I had arrived. I got out the car and headed for the door. When I got in I saw avi sitting down waiting on me. So I sat down next to him. No lie avi was looking dead ass sexy. Loving this Mohawk style he had going on and I always loved when he wore linen. It makes him look more mature and settle. Can't forget he was rocking them Gucci slippers we bought for our anniversary lol. Anyway let me stop drooling. Avi was eyeing me down and I felt like he was reading my soul but I always loved that he can tell something is either bothering me or making me happy. The lady who avi booked us with came and asked if we was ready. We got up and went in the back. No lie that was feeling good. After a hour or two we came out and it felt good me and avi having a good time. I walked avi to his car and he whispered to me saying watch this scene I was like okay. Avi told the plaza security bye and to enjoy his day but he came over trying to rap and he was a goon. When he saw me he asked avi if I was hubby. Before avi said no, I wrapped my arms around his waist and asked who asking bruh....he got scared quick lol I laughed inside. But when he told me that me and avi look good together and I shouldn't let him go. I looked at avi smiling because this was the second time I heard someone said that to me. My mother keep calling me and telling me to fight for avi. So I told avi to meet me over pi (paradise island) to green Parrots. He left first so I walked to my car and drove there. Avi was the first there of course then it was me, when I pulled up and started to come out I had a smile on my face and when I looked at avi the smile he had made me feel good. We went to go sit down and we sat in the back where the ships pass and where you can see the water. All of sudden our waiter came and asked us for our drink orders and food orders. He looked about 19-22 but he's to young for me. He kept eyeing me but winked and gave avi the extra smile. Lol I noticed avi playing it off. The old avi would of flirt for the fun and hurt his feelings by the end of the night. But he just played it off and brushed it like didn't happen. Avi looked at me and he noticed I had this happy glow about me and asked who giving me leg because I'm glowing like a Christmas star..lolol I had to laugh because I haven't had sex since me and avi broke up. I told him why he want to know? But he asked me about the lounge and tbh it has gotten better over time. But I told him that the paperwork is getting backed up and I needed a new bartender. I usually bartend but I have my waiter who I'm training to be a bartender. It's to much work for me, avi tells me that he could help with the paperwork if I asked. I burst his bubble because for a while now me and avi wasn't on speaking terms so. But the night was good. I paid for the bill and we headed to our cars but was stopped by the young waiter. He came running trying to rap to avi. All I could do was smile because that's two guys in a row. He let the young blood down easy and nicely but he didn't mind that. He told avi to come back often and don't be a stranger. When he walked off I laughed so hard because avi had two strange dudes drooling over him it was funny. He thought I was teasing him but I just was laughing so he hit my arm and that always tells me he got a little hurt but not much. So I walked to him and grabbed his waist but the way he turn in my arms it felt like he wanted me to grabbed him by his waist. I just stared in eyes and could read his whole body language he didn't break free and I just kept looking but I got emotional and clenched my jaw because I knew my feelings for him ain't going away no time soon and I feel I'm a ass that he's not in our bed laying on my chest. I let go of his waist and walked off a little and he cleared his throat and bend his head down because he knew we had a moment. His body language was telling me everything I needed to know. Avi plays hard but his insides are so soft and vulnerable. I asked avi if he's still coming for Jayla and he said yeah. I told him to give me a few then he can come. I needed some time to get this out of me because I didn't want avi to see me cry because I hated crying in front of him. He always brought out that soft side of me and I hated it but I loved it at the same time. Avi was the only dude I ever cried for. I got Jayla and went home so she can change her clothes and be ready for avi. I took off my clothes and put on joggers and a tank top and my Nike slippers. 5 minutes later I heard a car pull up and I knew it was avi. I took a deep breath because I knew my eyes was red from crying. Before he could knock or ring the doorbell I opened the door and he just stood there. He stared at my body like he missed it and tbh I wasn't mad he was looking. I wanted him to put his hands on my chest while I kiss him and hold him again. But he broke out of his trance and saw my face and notice my eyes were red. I turned my head before he could say anything and I called Jayla. She came running and jump on avi. When I see them together it makes me happy because it's like our family is back together but I know it isn't. I tried to keep it in but tears was leaving my eyes. Avi saw it and told Jayla to give me and him a few minutes so he can talk to me. Jayla went in her room and avi grabbed my hand and told me to sit down and he stood in front of me. I couldn't hold it anymore I just got on my knees and just cried in his stomach. No lie I know I fucked up big time but the love I have for avi can never compete with no one. I felt so stupid for how I acted and for how I did avi. He don't deserve none of the things I did to him. But I deserve what I got. A broken heart. Avi couldn't hold himself after a while he expressed his feelings to me and I was shocked avi was balling his tears out and I got up and tried to calm him down. But the minute he told me he would never stop loving me because he will forever and always love me. No lie I didn't know what to do because that was our motto for our wedding. I called avi name so he can listen to me but he didn't so I said his name one more time but sternly and he looked at me, and I just kissed him with all the love in the world. My hands was on his face and one of his hands was on my arm and the next on my hand holding his face. I felt all the love we had just come back to where it was. I know I shouldn't be greedy but I'm going to enjoy every moment of this because I know it won't never happen again. Next thing I notice avi starring at something and it was Jayla. She said yay daddy avi we are a family again. Avi felt so happy and I know he did because he smiled like he use to. I was happy but I knew it wasn't the case. Avi called Jayla and she ran in his arms and Jayla is a smart little girl. She asked if avi we were a family again. I felt so touch that my baby girl was looking at life like a grown up. What made me shocked was when avi told her she is his little queen and no one is replacing her. She goes to say "well if I'm your queen then are you daddies King"?. That blow me like wow. I grabbed her and explained that some kings like they own kingdom and some like to share kingdoms so they have a bigger and better one. She told me okay. She looked at avi said well avi can you Hurry up with your kingdom so you and daddy can share one please. I want peace and love. I'm like damn yo my baby growing up to be a young smart adult. I walked avi and Jayla to the door and I put Jayla on the ground and avi grabbed her hand. Before he got out I called his name like I don't want this to be the last time. He smiled and said yeah He knows. I watched them walked and got in the car and got ready to drive off. I don't know but I'm going to fight for avi back he knows we have unfinished business and I ain't backing down. I respect Cj but nigga this fucking war of love. My heart vs Cj heart for the heart of avi.