LYFE

Sun&Moon

It was a long night already, Mama Jones is dead,Chico and Jordan and their gang were dead. The only thing what really eating me inside and out was the fact, my Bestfriend my Button pusher My everything is gone. Never to breathe on my neck again, never to tell his daughter he loves her and will carry her to her favorite spot on the beach to collect shells to make love bracelets for each other. My life is about to change for the worst. Not only that I'm alone but I have to raise Jayla all by myself. As I got out the car Jason mother came hugging me asking if I'm alright and if everything is ok. I didn't answer her she notice my eyes and she hold her mouth and looked in the car she ran towards her son lifeless body screaming and crying. Josh and Mason tried to talk to me but they couldn't get out anything from me. I felt like Jason body lifeless and dead. I continue to walk into the house and I went to my room upstairs to wash the blood and dirt off. As I stood in the shower flash backs of Jason hit me simultaneously and it felt almost like he was still here. I could feel his touch on my waist and his locks on my shoulder. The way he kissed my neck it felt so real, until I saw Jason standing in white looking at me smiling. He was dress in his favorite white outfit his cousin made for him and he looked so handsome. He hugged and me told that he will never leave me and he will love me forever always. When he said that my trance was broken and I was laying on the shower floor while the shower beat my body. I got up and hoping everything was a dream and Jason would be in my bed waiting for me. As I turn off the light the image of Jason in my bed disappeared into thin air. I got so angry because I lost two people who loved me all for what?, LOVE?. Cj loved me and look where it got him. Now Jason is dead because my psycho cousin felt since Jamal died that Jason need to die. I just can't take it anymore. I made it in my mind that I need to leave and start a fresh. I'm most definitely carrying Jayla with me and Jason mother. But if his twin brother or anyone else wants to come that's on them. So I went to bed and decided that starting tomorrow things are going to change.

As the morning creeped into my room, I laid out my my plan and the envelopes that Cj lawyer brought me and the box Chaz uncle Yuan gave me. I looked at Jayla envelope and realized that I didn't read anything in it. So I opened it and what I found couldn't be more depressing for me. Cj left a note and he wrote it before he died.

Dear Jayla,
If your reading this, then that means I've already passed onto see our beautiful father God above. But I just want you to u know from the day Kdavi brought you into my life you had a special place in my heart. Don't ever forget me because no matter what I'm right there with you holding your hand buttercup. I want you to become the best and be proud of who you are and from your background. Listen to Avi and your father because they know you better than anyone else. I love you and will never forget you ok baby girl. Make me proud and show the world what true strength really looks like.

Love Cj.

Damn Cj really is something else. There are documents saying Jayla gets a inheritance when she hits 21 and a scholarship to any best college she decided on going to. And a additional $15,000 thousand for school products and items. Damn Cj really is doing the most for my family. Before I got a chance to put everything away there was a note address to me, Why would he put it in Jayla envelope?.

Dear Avi,
Baby I'm so sorry I couldn't be there for you like how you been there for me. But I hope by giving you a better chance at life can make up for what damage I cost. I don't care what people say you were the best thing that ever happened to me. Jayla was like a daughter I never had. I know Jason is really lucky to have have you because you aren't just a ordinary boyfriend. You were hand made from a special cloth that no one can ever duplicate. When you feel everything is crumbling down just remember you have me, Jay, and Jayla supporting you with every decision. You've been through it all and back so I know this will be easy for you. But don't give up on love and don't give up on the people who love you. Damn being with you made me soft, lol I would have never express this much feelings to anyone. But I'm glad you did because not only you've shown me love but also how to give back love. Don't forget angel cake your my first my last my everything.

LOVE KING C.