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Dez

Hey guys it's ya boy Dez aka smooth like butter lol. I'm Avi cousin if y'all didn't remember, the one who had his back from day 1. A lot of our family members don't like or don't bother with me or Avi but that's fine we like it that way. We have been through a lot mostly Avi. It was a time that I wasn't there and when he needed me the most I didn't reach my hand out. We didn't talk for years, until one of my kids was being born and both my baby's mom and kid died. The stress they went through was to much. My baby moms family blamed me for everything it got to a point where they put a hit on me so they can be satisfied with the end result. I came back home and notice a lot change in town so as I'm looking around I saw Avi and I had to turn away because I knew he had disgust for me. But all that would come to the light, I was invited to a party and didn't expect much. Like usually men an women were flirting and hitting on me until the last person I wanted to see. Avi walked in the same party I'm at looking like a celebrity. Like he's the star of the night hahaha that's my cousin as always. He saw me and came straight for me, I wanted to walk away but I smt and said fuck it. Before I could get a word out Avi hugged me so tight and he broke down like he wasn't the perfect star just a few minutes ago. He blurted out saying how he missed me and how he's sorry for not being there for me in my time of I needed him. And I'm like I wasn't there for you so why you crying. That fucked me up because I'm thinking he's angry with me but he didn't care about his struggle only mines. I started to break down but before I let anyone see me cry I told Avi to walk outside with me for a minute. I grabbed a bottle of johnnie walker green and headed outside. In a nut shell we poured out our Feelings and we got back to where our family bond use to be. I think it's way better than it was before. I love my lil cuz I'll take a bullet for him and vice versa.