LYFE

Kwan

Hola como Estas?. Sorry guys lol I speak Spanish sometimes and don't realize it. Hey how are you guys doing, im Kwan aka the magic wand. Let's talk about me for a minute shall we. I was born and raised in Cuba then when I turned 16 I moved to the Bahamas. I barely spoke English so I had to learn quick. Went through the bullying stage then became the ladies man. Had sweethearts girlfriends fight over me and hell trying to defend me. It wasn't until I met my boy Justice. He and I went to school together but he dropped out so he can take care of his sick mom. She did drugs most of her life so now her body is paying the toll. We would be Brian and Stewie when ever we go out, lol gay right. He was my Bestfriend almost could say brother. We smashed plenty of girls together sometimes even shared just to prove our Mac skills was at the highest. So one day me and Justice was chilling by me he didn't live far from I lived so it was awesome, he got a text message saying something about coming home immediately. He ignored the message and continue chilling watching the tv until my mom said it was time for me to go do the house chores. He asked if he could spend the night, and my mom wasn't having it. She knew if he did we would be up to no good. But she sighed and said sure whatever. Later that night me and justice was just playing uno and he was quiet but I knew something wasn't right so I turned the music up from my iPad up just a little so my mom won't hear our conversation. I asked him and he stayed looking at the wall for the longest, until I saw a quiver in his lips. From I met justice I never saw him cry so this was a first. His tears just was a flood coming out his eyes, he didn't make a sound tears were just flowing. Until he said she's gone. It didn't hit me as fast but the look he gave me was so hit on I just hugged him because I didn't know what else to do. He cried so hard in my arms It almost felt like all this time he just need someone to be his shoulder, he had to be strong for his mom but nobody was strong for him. It was strange for me because I don't have feelings or attraction to men at all. But I felt some type of way I guess it was my friend instead of a stranger. Justice didn't stop crying until a hour later. When he was calm enough he told me everything that happened that day and what he was ready to do. I don't know what came over me but I felt that if justice left I wouldn't have no one to connect with like we do. I ddi t want that to ever leave, just when he was looking at me I just was staring at him because something about him I didn't notice before. Like a soft gentle side that wasn't like a woman but still masculine. He notice the way I looked and he asked what's wrong and when I snapped out it he asked what was I thinking about. I said one hoe I smashed, jokingly trying to change the so subject. So I went to bed because i don't know what to feel of this. Before he left that morning I asked him has he ever felt different for me than anyone else, he paused trying to figure out. He said kinda because we have a bond that isn't like others. When he said that something told me he felt the same, I pulled him by his hand and he was looking at me like he knew it was right. I pulled him into my chest and he placed his hands on my chest to stop our chest from touching, and I just looked at him before I gave him a deep kiss on the lips no tongue. After we stopped kissing he walked away and said nothing but smiled and said I'll see you later. That day changed my life my Bestfriend became more, it was wrong but it felt right. Can I say he's my boyfriend!!!!