LYFE

Not Guilty

I didn't even bother last night. Jason came home in a rage that made me don't want to talk to. I hate when he gets like that, he doesn't listen but the minute I say something out the way he wants to get stupid and say anything to me. I was in bed all morning not wanting to come out but Jayla came in my bed calling my name. Just hearing her voice and seeing her face made me feel better in a instant. We hugged and played and kiss for 5 minutes before she told me to come downstairs because made breakfast and he wants to say sorry. I told Jayla that I don't think I should go down there because I really wasn't in the mood for Jason to lash at me. I wanted to tear up so bad because my life wasn't going how I wanted. Jayla hugged me so tight I couldn't help but she'd a tear. She said that I shouldn't cry because pain brings peace and sadness brings happiness. I asked who she learned that from, she told me her grandmother and her teacher. Damn my little cupcake is growing up. I told her that I'll come down and if she sits by me. She said done deal. Lol I put on some house slippers and prepared for breakfast with Jason and mama jones. When I got to the table I notice a note address to me on my side of the table and Jayla got it and gave it to me. I notice Jason was looking at me but I didn't want to give him any emotion to say that I was cool with how he carried on. When he gave up from staring at me and walked to the fridge I quickly glanced over the note.

Dear Avi,
I'm sorry avi didn't mean to explode like that. Instead of me checking to see if your okay, I lash out in anger because I don't want nothing happening to you. I love you and I hope you can forgive me. I will try my best to be better at situations like that. If you don't feel like your ready to talk I can wait. But I'll be to work today sorting out some inventory and paperwork. Enjoy your day avi and truly I'm sorry,
                                                            Love Jason.

Sigh Jason always knew his way with words but I ain't mad at him I just don't be for all that caveman syndrome. I'll talk to him later tonight, but for now I need some space. We all ate breakfast and it was amazing. Me and Jayla exchange meats and pancakes, and mama jones was just having her oatmeal and banana with her herbal tea. Jason shot me some looks like he just want to be forgiven and give me makeup sex. Which I need to be honest. Omg I need Jason to give me that stroke of life and I need him to ride my dick like never before. After breakfast was finish I told everyone to leave the dishes to me and to enjoy they day. Mama none jones was going back to her small convenience store and Jayla was going to school. I was picking up the dishes off the table and went to wash the dishes I felt some familiar hands that made me want to melt. He whispered in my ear that he's sorry and he will make it up to me later but he has to go and fix my car and go to work. Before I could object Jason lips landed on mines and I must say Jason had me "feeling some type of way". Jason release my lips and licked my tongue before walking off giving me a wink indicating that I know what  I have to do. Damn lol that man, that man. Anyway I had house to myself and I knew I could do a few things and hit my aunt up. She said she was busy dealing with Jordan. I wonder what was going on with him anyway. I went for my phone and my phone was fully charge so. I read through the texts that Jason sent and the voicemails, sigh that man was sexy as fuck when he's angry. I got a text from josh and I asked if he wanted to come and chill he said sure once he gets off from work. I told him okay, then I saw a text from my uncle checking up on me I texted him telling him I'm good and I I will come see him sometime this weekend. Before I could exit my phone I notice I had one unread/unknown sender. I opened it and it was two messages, one from Kwan saying he got a new phone and number due to his phone being broke. And said that me and him need to talk. I had to think about it because I knew he was meaning for me and Chaz to talk. This other number was rambling about how my life is just getting started with chaos, and to be prepared for the war because someone will die. I wonder who was so bored with their life so they can make mines miserable??? Sigh these sad ass people need a life. Josh texted me and said he got off early because his boss needed something done so he was coming by me in a hour. I told him okay and decided to order some food. I saved Kwan new number and texted him that he can meet by the seafront sushi on Friday at 7. He texted back saying sure and no problem. I ordered some Chinese food like vegetable rice or combination rice with some spicy wings for me and some combination meat meal that was on special for $20. I took a quick bath and didn't feel like dressing up so I wore a joggers with a tank and some nike socks. I grabbed some wine for me and josh to have. I looked at the clock to see it was 1:45pm, I knew josh was soon here and the food wasn't here yet. 5minutes later there's a knock on the door I opened the door and josh was standing there looking nice and sexy like always. He was rocking some short khakis some Gucci slippers and a yellow Tommy Hilfiger shirt. We hugged and I told him I order some food and it should be here soon. We drank some wine and waited till i heard the delivery guy said my name. This must be li Jon, when I opened the door li Jon stood there with my food and a extra plate for some reason. He told me that plate was for Jason and to tell him thanks. I told him okay and I paid for my food. I put Jason food in the oven and opened the food. Omg even though grease isn't healthy but the way the Chinese did it always made you wan to cheat at least once. I got some plates so josh could fix himself a plate and I did my plate. We was chilling An eating like old friends and we cranked at least 4 wine bottles a piece. Damn lol I wasn't drunk but I was nice. Josh said he's going on vacation in 2 weeks and he wanted to know I wanted to go with him. He said I can bring Jason and Jayla. I told him that's ok jayla has a trip with her grandmother and her cousins for the summer to Disney so. But I'll ask Jason but you think that's a good idea? He said yeah because his boyfriend family went back home to the island where the rest of the family lives. And only him and his sister lives here but his sister went to live with her fiancé in north California. I told him I will think it over with Jason. I got a text from Jason saying he fixed the car and did some upgrades. I had to smile because Jason always doing something extra making me love him more and more. Josh notice my smile and asked if Jason just told me something nasty or sweet. I had to laugh because I wondered if it was written on my face.  I told him what happened yesterday and what Jason said and what he did, and when he kissed me and just what he texted me. Josh laughed and said that even if I miss and fuck a dude Jason will forget and forgive. I looked at him funny because I wondered if he was telling the truth. Well it don't matter because I love Jason and he loves me. I heard keys and I instantly knew who it was. When the door opened I saw muscles and tattoos and just a sign of some sweat glistening all over the arms. Damn I just wanted to fuck Jason right in front of Josh and didn't care. Jason smiled at me and read my face an gave me a wink. He dapped and hailed Josh like they were friends and Josh looked at me and said he would play catch up he has work for 12 tonight so he will need the rest. I told him I'll hit him about the proposal. We hugged and Jason dapped him again. Josh wasn't out the yard good and Jason rushed me and kissed me passionately. He was biting my neck like a animal and that was making me hungry for him. I pushed Jason off but he over power me and turned me around and basically lifted me up with one arm and he ate me just like that. Damn this manhandle feeling was getting me. Jason was spanking my ass and biting my cheeks. He pulled me down and I ripped  his shirt off and he dropped his clothes he was only in his sexy briefs I love to see him wear. He eyed me down like a animal and I had to run like prey, I ran to my room but was caught by Jason and thrown into his room and got manhandled more in there. Jason was having me all over his room damn we haven't fucked like this when I first came back home from the breakup with Cj. I was biting Jason neck and clawing his back like a lion would. Jason threw me on the bed and tore off my boy shorts and he went ham on my ass making me shake and twerk to his tongue movement. The Best part was Jason nibbling and in between breaths he would say he sorry and he love me and he won't leave and get angry with me ever again because this ass was heaven. What can I say lol when the body is taking care of properly your man will love and treat your body properly. I had to try something out, I told Jason to stop in a stern voice. Jason stopped and ask if I was okay I looked at him with lust and he didn't move I rubbed his face and ask if he love me with his everything. He said yes without hesitation, I told him to beg to eat this ass. Jason didn't even ask or anything he went ahead and begged to eat my sweet ass. I told him to eat it slow like a good boy. He ate it and he did it so slow I was having a internal climax session. I told him stop and he did. I told him to be a good boy and play with my hole with his nice dick. He said yes sir and dropped his brief and played with my hole with his big rock hard Dick. Omg the tease in me was getting mad I needed that in me so bad. I asked him to kiss me he did slow and soft. He asked if he could put it in  I told him if he be a good boy and go slow and deep, yes he can put it in. Omg Jason dick must have gotten big over the couple minutes because his dick could of hit every organ and shifted my stomach. Jason was slow and steady then he begged me in such a tune that had me wanting more. "Baby can I please bust if I continue I might explode" I told him no an to continue to till I say cum. He bit his lips and continue to go slow and deep, I even gripped his dick with my ass muscles and I knew he notice because he bit his whole lip. He was roaring in a deep voice begging that he couldn't hold it and I told him to Kiss me. He kiss me passionately and slow I whisper come for me daddy. Without even leaving his lips and he moaned all his emotions in my mouth and was trembling all over me. I had to wrap my legs around him so she wouldn't come out. The next minute he was panting and gasps for air. I asked if he was okay, Jason raised his index finger to hint to me that I should give him a minute to catch himself. I smiled and giggled and rubbed his back and neck and locks until he refocus. After I looked over I notice it was 4:20pm damn we have 30minutes to go pick up Jayla from dance. Jason was knocked out and snoring. I had to smile because I would love a second or third round but couldn't due to time. I left him a note that li Jon left him food and to say thank you and it's in the oven. And ps i went for Jayla. Xoxo lol I know to cute. I got in my car and it felt so different the seats were blue and grey leather inside was chrome almost grey if u ask me and the CD player was upgraded to a 6cd changer with a dj bass built in. The music came out like if we was having a live party lol. I drove to Jayla school which was 20minutes from our house. When I got there all the kids and parents looked at me in ahhh or mouth open. Yes eat it up people, I'm that dude lol. I walked to jayla dance class and I notice she was doing her routine and it was beautiful. You can see the drive and love she has for dance. When she was finish you can see she was critiquing herself  yet making adjustments with everything. Lol that's Jason all over. When she was finish some of her classmates were giving her the side eye like they were jealous and didn't like it. She notice and flipped her hair and I had to smile because that's  me all over, lol she has me and Jason inside her. I called her and she came running. I picked her up and and hugged her and told her I saw her little routine and it was beautiful. She gave me that you think so but I need to adjust and make it better look. I told her she will love the end result of her working hard. We talked and I asked her if she had wanted to get something to eat or she wanted to go home and I make her favorite. Fish and chips with a cup of hand made fruit punch. She said she will take the fast food because she just had salad and salmon for lunch today. I told her okay, we stopped at Wendy's and she ordered a salad with order of loaded fries and a ice tea. This little girl eats like she's 30. I just order a bake potato with a order of  chili and a cup of berry tea. We drove by our favorite spot by the beach and ate our food. We talked about school and a lot of things even this boy who likes her. His name is Devon fields, he's a year older but they share the same classes together except dance. He carries her books bags and even waits on her before and after school but today she had a argument about him hanging with one girl who likes him but hates her. I gave her advice and she took it without question. I asked if she was ready to go home because her daddy will be up soon wondering where we were. We got home and she bolted for the door and ran in screaming for Jason. I got in and notice my food and Jason food was eaten. He better had been starving because I ate light today because tonight I want round two or three. And I needed that for later. I got in Jason room and he was in bed playing with Jayla. I told Jayla to go hit the shower and come back to study and go sleep. Jayla kissed Jason night and walked over to me and hugged me and headed to her room. Jason didn't even looked my way because he knew I was ready to fight. He said baby you know had me weak and I needed every once of energy because he did know what tonight holds. I told him damn right I need my second and third session. Jason looked at me with a scared look like he hope the second or third don't be like the first. I gave him a look the told him no, it's not going to be like the first round. But it's going to be worst so you better have your muscles stretch and ready. I told him Jason if he ducks out on our sex session tonight he better not sleep because either I get it or his living in our house is going to be very unpleasant.