LYFE

PayBack

Jordan pov.
Sigh I don't give a shit. That whore of a cousin of mine, needs to be dead. That's why I called my best friend Chico to help me because I knew he wouldn't care what he had to do once he get to hurt people. If you don't know the full story let me give you it then, since y'all so damn nosey. Back when I was 18 I met this dude Jamal who always hung by my neighbor Freddy place. I always felt funny being around him because he gave me a look like he wanted to do something to me. For a while I stopped hanging with Freddy because he always told me the stuff him and Jamal would do and I never did like the things he told me. So one day Freddy ask me to go to the store right quick and I went without thinking about it. When we got there three dudes jump us and we're blind folded us and knocked us out. When I woke up I heard Freddy screaming saying please don't kill him and I knew these dudes weren't playing around. One dude came to whispering in my ear saying how sexy and yummy I looked. I felt disgusted because Iwas still a virgin. All I heard was shots being fired and Freddy screamed and heard him choking and gasp. I was shouting for Freddy but no answer I began to cry because I knew I'm next. The guy started to undress me and I was begging him not to, but he insisted I felt a warm mouth on my dick and a wet tongue in my ass. I was shouting out stop but they wouldn't. I was being punched slapped spat on everything in the book. I was ready to give up because life wasn't worth living after this. When I took my last breath I heard shots and yelling. I thought I was dead because when I woke up I saw white lights and a husky voice asking I'm okay. When I finally gathering myself I notice Jamal standing over me and somehow he looked so handsome. I felt like I owe him my life. He told me to take care because he coming to check on me in a few months and if I need him I know where to find him. When he said that my eyes shut down and I didn't woke till the following day. When I got home my mother was so scared to approach me because I was having flash backs the moment she try to touch me or hug me. One day I went for a walk through the neighborhood and found myself at a mermaid pool. I was sitting there just in my thoughts and I heard a familiar husky voice saying that I look good. When I turned around there he stood my savior. Nice brown skin light brown eyes pink lips and small locks. I ran and hug him before he could say anything. Next minute I found myself kissing his lips like it was natural. When I pulled away I apologize for being so forward and I know he was straight. When I was finish he pulled me by my waist and kissed me passionately making me feel so weak. From that day on, me and Jamal has been inseparable. I was having less outburst and flashbacks. I was hugging and kissing my mother like normal. Jamal was my peace some days when he slept over I would wake up crying or sweating and he would come in the bed and just hold me. I never felt so at peace. One day Jamal confessed his love for me and I knew I was dreaming because it was years after that situation happened. I told him I love him too and I was so happy. A few months into the following year he told me that he had a ex he had to kill and if anything was to happen that he left something for me at his house. I told him I don't want him to leave because I've finally found peace. He assured me that nothing would happen. He promised me a vacation to where ever and we would live and thrive. I felt at peace when he said that. He left me and I was sitting around waiting for the call to hear his voice. Days turned to weeks and weeks turned into months and months turned into years. 2 years past no word from Jamal. I went looking for him at his house and his house was empty. I remember he said he had something for me in his room if he didn't come back. When I saw the mustard envelope with my name, I knew this was from Jamal. I read it from top to bottom and I notice my name and a account number on a piece of paper. I read the letter and documents, damn I knew something happened. The letter basically said that if I'm reading this and I didn't hear from him is clarification that he's dead and his ex was the one who killed him. I was looking through the papers to find a name, but I only found a initial and that wasn't helping me. I knew right then and there I'll avenge Jamal death and give his soul peace. Once I do some digging I'll find out. Years later I went down a path that showed destruction and pain, even my mother didn't like it. I didn't care I was going to kill the person who took my peace and love away. Not long my detective I hired found out who Jamal ex was, when he told me I couldn't believe it. It was my cousin who I just found out was still alive. Akai but his name was kdavi. Akai was my uncle son that supposedly died when his mother died giving birth to him. But I don't care cousin or not he's going to die for killing my love. Either he dies or I kill who ever is close to him. Even if it means killing my mother other family he got close with. My plan is in progress so all I'm doing is waiting for the time.