LYFE

Deeper Love Or Pride

Jason pov
Sigh I know you guys think I'm a weak punk like my mother said. Well I don't give a shit. I'm entitled to my opinion and feelings. It's just fucked up. My mother is a cancer survivor for 6 years and she was at a low point so bad I went to Avi for comfort because I couldn't hold myself anymore. After Avi and I had a night of praying and asking God to make my mother better, the following day my mother got a call saying that she is cancer free and she is going to recover just fine. I knew there was a God because of that miracle. I'm sad that I told Avi I couldn't be there for him. He was there for me in all my low points and I should be ashamed. I arrived at my mom house and went inside to see my mom and brother in the living room watching tv. And Jayla and my nieces and nephews in pool while my sister watched them in the back yard. I sat next to my mom and she kissed my cheek and continue to watch her show. When it came on to commercial she turned to me and asked what's wrong. I told her with tears in my eyes and my throat sounding shaky, I told her in one breath "Avi has Cancer"........ She turned and hugged me my brother came over and held my hand and hugged me as well.

Meko- damn jay I'm sorry to hear that. I know it's hard but you know there are miracles because there's one sitting next to you.
Me- damn I know meko. It's different this time, this is my fiancé.
Mom- don't speak like that, Jason when your u found out?
Me-a day ago. Sounds like he knew because he would of told me long time.
Meko- well I can't blame him, how long it took before we found out mum had cancer.
Me- that's true but me and Avi always tell each other the truth even if it hurts the relationship.
Mom- well Jason I'm coming to see him so let me pack my bag. Meko watch the house if you think you crazy let me find out you doing something stupid.
Meko- dang mum I can't live. Sigh alright fine no parties no sleepovers or nothing.
Me- lol ok well let me get Jayla and we can go.
Mom- okay fine.

End of pov.

Me- mom this is Dez, he's Avi cousin who will be walking him down to me and this sexy lady is Avi bestie she's the maid of honor or something. Lol
Dez- lol jay you crazy bruh. But nice to meet you mam.
Lynette- whatever Jason, nice to meet you mam.
Mom- nice to meet y'all both.

We all smiled and laughed. I asked if they was heading to the hospital to see Avi. They both said no in unison. I looked at them and asked if they already been, before they could answer a voice came from the patio door, " It's no Need To". Jayla ran to Avi hugging him and kissing him. He smiled and kissed her and told her how he missed her and how she look so big. They both laughed and he told her to go in the room and close the door. I didn't hear when he told her that but he walking passing me and I felt something wasn't right. He hugged my mother and kiss her cheek and told her she looks fabulous. Their typically conversation. He looked at Dez and Lynette like they wasn't sure what he was going to do next. He finally came to me and I opened my arms and was met with a fist in my eye causing me to fall down. Everyone was shocked even my mother.

Kdavi- you sick bastard, I gave you my life my heart my love. And you going to stand here like everything is so peachy. I should beat your punk ass for leaving me like how you did and for telling me how you felt. Your not the man I once love. I don't care what you do with your life from here on in. But I don't care. And to prove my point the wedding is over.

Vanessa- Avi sweetie calm down what Jason did?. Is it because of Devan'te?
Me- Devan'te? Mama you don't mean Devan'te Jason ex boyfriend?
Vanessa- yes....oh so he didn't tell you? Oh wow. Sorry Avi.
Me- lol mama it's okay. I knew something was off as to why he only checked on me once for a whole month almost two. Your a spineless man Jason. You don't deserve me.