LYFE

Dont Hurt Me

I never been who I wanted to be
I never felt completely free
No one's ever had all of me
Or made me feel so beautiful and sexy

Now I'm flying like an airplane
Now I'm riding on the open range
Now I'm living out my destiny
I know the truth,
I got it all in you and me

I'm giving myself over to you
Body and soul
I'm giving it all
I'm giving myself over to you now

Like a brand new day
Now you and I, we're the face of fame
Ain't nobody got nothing to say, no
And from my feelings
I never have to run away
No more
Because he's here
Holding me tight
Now every day and night
Oh, baby
Can't you see?
I don't wanna be without you anymore

[2x]
I'm giving myself over to you
Body and soul
I'm giving it over
I'm giving myself over to you

For the first time
I can stand in front of someone
Finally
I can be me
I can just let my love spill over
I can cry
I don't have to lie
I can finally let someone all the way inside
All the way
All the way, baby
All the way
All the way

Handing myself over to you
Body and soul
I'm giving it all
I'm giving myself over to you

I'm giving myself over to you
Body and soul
I'm giving it all
And I'm giving myself over to you now
[Repeat in background]

You know it's the right time
I know it's the right night
I know it's the right life
I know you're the right man
I know I'm the right girl
Come on now feel it
You feel it?
I'm ready to give it over to you
I know you're the right man
I know I'm the right girl
Come on now feel it
You feel it?
I'm ready to give it over to you

Oh, baby, I never loved nobody else.

The next morning I woke up to my phone ringing nicki Minaj don't hurt me ringtone. I looked at the phone it was a text from Jason.

Jason- hey good morning I know last night was a moment and wasn't suppose to happen but I can't say I'm not happy that your home again but it's sad that it has to be in this situation. But I will give you your space for when we can talk about our situation okay. I made breakfast for you its in the oven so go eat it before it gets cold. I cleaned up the other room so you can use that as a office for your little production that you wanting to start. I knew you was being sweet for helping me with Jayla and with the lounge but it's your time to spread your wings and do your own thing avi. I'll support you no matter what you need. And I found out your dream from reading a few papers from your book when I was putting your clothes in last night. Lol sorry couldn't help myself but anyway enjoy your day at home. Jayla doesn't know your home so when she comes home today she will be shocked. But yeah see you later okay. No matter what happens know I still love you always and forever okay.

When I read that message all I could do was cry because. I finally found my peace. Now the only thing to do is find peace with my family. Which just gave me great idea. I should call my aunt Vera and ask her to have a family reunion at my house. But I'll run it by Jason first. Sigh I can't run from the situation with Jason. But shit that sex was on fire last night the best I've had. Lol it's funny I don't even feel bad about it. I know we shouldn't of but I guess I missed his touch and he missed mines. But I think we are better being friends for now until we cross that bridge again. I got out of bed and went to my bathroom and did my hygiene stuff for the morning and came in the room and looked in my closest to find something to wear. I saw a old rip bleach shorts that was tight and grabbed that and saw my white 'your girl knows' Nike tank top. And I looked for my house sandals but I couldn't find them. So I went in Jason room and smiled because my shoes that I was looking for was in his closet. With a few of my crop tops lol Jason is going to get it. But it's all good. I went into the kitchen and I notice coffee and fruits are on the counter waiting for me. I took my breakfast out and went ham on it. Jason knows how to throw down tho I read the news paper what was on the counter next to the coffee. As I look through it I just shook my head because crime was getting crazy with these gangs and shit. Dumb back and forth but it's life. I ate and washed my plate and cleaned my coffee mug and carried a bowl of pineapples and strawberries and blue berries. I went in the old guest room and notice that Jason was serious. It's now a mini office, long leather sofa and all my awards and jayla and his all over the room. Our pictures and jayla own. What made me smile so big was when I saw a picture of me and him with Cj at a beach. This was when I first met Cj and me and jay was kind of beasties then. Jason had his around my neck and Cj had his arm around my waist.... Sigh such memories. I stood there looking being memorized about the past, and I heard a cough. And I turned around and it was Jason with a grin.