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Cj

What's up guys, it's your boy Cj. My real name is Carter jones. I'm originally from Cuba but I was born and raised in the Bahamas. I know a little Spanish but not fluent. I came here when I was 9 due to my mother not being able to take care of me anymore, she was a junkie and whore. I would see men walk in and out of our little apartment. I use to think one of them was my dad but clearly a real parent wouldn't do what my mother did to me. One day one of her regulars who usually pay her extra came today and she brought him to her bedroom. It was some moans and argument but I usually covered my ears so I won't hear them having sex. But he started to shout and say if he doesn't get it he will stop coming and paying her extra. My mother was crying and saying no while looking at me. She begged him to ask for anything else, but he wasn't budging. He slapped her and told her he was leaving. She screamed out saying okay fine I will just don't say anything. My mother carried me into the bathroom and told me to shower, I didn't know why but she was just crying a lot of tears and washing my body off. When I was done she had me in her room just wrapped in a towel sitting on her bed. She was humming the song that she use to put me sleep as a baby rubbing my head. The guy knocked on the door and asked if I was ready, she started crying even more and hugged me tight kissing my forehead saying I love you Cj and Mami will always do. She got up from the bed and said to be a good boy and do what Mr gold wants and says. Mr golds handed my money a stack of money saying don't come back till tomorrow. She was pushed to the side and he made his way to me licking his lips. I felt scared and uncomfortable so I called for my mom but she just stood re crying saying I love you baby, and holding the money to her chest. I tried to run for my mom but he grabbed me forcing me to the bed I was screaming for my mother and she didn't do anything but stood there crying. He unwrapped the towel and begun touching me in places I knew he shouldn't be touching. I was screaming for my mom and telling him to stop he kept pushing me on the bed pressing his body against mines. I tried to break free from his hold just when I got up he punched me in the face so hard I felt to the ground with blood coming out my mouth. My mother screamed and ran out the apartment, I slowly called for my mother as my vision begun to fade. I blacked out within the last blink I took, hours later I woke up in the tub with cold water running over me. I tried to get up but my head begun to swing I guess from the punch I got. I started to catch my self and notices I had bruises and scrapes on my body from my chest to my legs. When I finally got my full senses I felt a crazy pain by my butt area, I tried to touch it but it hurt so bad I even felt something wet. I pulled my fingers to my face and notice my fingers were red. I started to panic because I didn't know what happened to me and I needed my mother. I started calling for her and she never came I tried to get up but my legs wouldn't let me it's as if they were dead. I was calling for my mother or help for the longest. But who came through the door was the last person I expected. Mr golds comes in half naked shouting at me to shut up before he shoves cock back in me. Then I started crying because now I knew I was raped by this piece of shit. I gave him a "I wanna kill you so bad look" and that turned him on because he licked his lips and told me to get up. I said no and he forced me up and pinned me against the bathroom wall and raped me again this time I was conscious. So I felt everything and I felt sick to my stomach, I wanted to vomit and I wished I could of just died because in that moment I was looking for my mother to help or save me. She didn't come I prayed to God asking for some kind of help. He tore me open so bad I started to bleed on him and that made him mad. He slapped me and punched me causing me to fall to the ground. Before he got another hit on me all I heard was a loud bang and him falling to the floor. When I turned around there was Mr golds on the floor in a puddle of blood was it mines no then I looked good it was his from his head. I was shocked and frighten to see a dead body for the first time. My moment was cut shot when I looked up and saw it was a guy in tattoos with gang colors with a hand gun in his hands. He looked disgusted with what he seen and told me to find some clothes and let's go. I told him I couldn't move because I was so sore. He put away his gun in his jeans and lifted me up carrying me into the room and helping me put on clothes. He left me in the room and brought clean towels and some extra clothes he found that belong to me. He said he was taking me to the hospital and I said where is my mother. He didn't reply he picked me up and took me into his blackout car and said he's going to make sure I'm taking care of. We arrived at the nearest hospital and he lifted me in a room saying to stay here and don't move. Before he left he handed me a painter jello and a soda from the vending machine. I wanted to ask questions but I was in so much pain I started to hold my side. He looked at me and shouted for a nurse or something. A nurse came speaking Spanish and he spoke Spanish but a deeper Spanish I never heard before. He gave the nurse a stack of money and told her to make sure I'm taking care of he will be back to check up on me. He gave me thumbs up at me and left. The nurse came in and didn't ask any questions she just started working on me and telling me to be still and calm. She asked for assistance and they cleaned me up and put creams on my butthole area and sticked something in my arm and told me to relax and take my rest she will check up on me in a few hours. And I was asleep within ten mins of her telling me that. It was a few days I was there and a nurse and some agent lady telling me their names and they wanna ask me questions. They asked some questions but I didn't answered because I was to scared. They said thank you and walked out, they begun to argue over me and saying if they don't get an idea of what happen I will be on the streets. Just when I blinked the guy with tattoo came and told me to shhh. He told me to put on some clothes he gave me and he's taking me out of here. I did what I was told and and he begun to lift me and carry me out the back way but the nurse and agent shouted saying what was he doing with me. He told me to hold onto him and he ran me to his car and he got in. The police was running behind us and he sped off in his car.where we were going was a mystery.