Phan Oneshots :3

I Do Adore

Plot: Phil is self conscious about his body when he started to get jealous of all those male models, so he tries and skips meals to get skinnier. Dan sees and tries to fix the situation. Song is Mindy Gledhill - I Do Adore. I just wanted to add the song here since the title was based off of the song.

(A/N:Thanks to silentlyjudginglife for the prompt, as well as a handful of people (sorry that I can't shout you out, there are too many) who agreed with them to write a fic about this!)

Phil was laying on the couch, ice blue eyes focused on the TV screen in front of him, a packet of sweets in hand. He saw an advertisement that showed a bunch of male models and how perfect their bodies were.

He thought for a minute, eyes now looking down on the floor. As he began to see all these people with the "ideal body", he began to feel fat and ugly.

Dan walked into the lounge, sitting next to his boyfriend and pulling him close as he changed the channel to American Horror Story.

As he saw Tate Langdon on the screen, Dan fangirled and took his arm away from Phil's waist, focusing on this specific scene. Phil knew Evan Peters was Dan's celebrity crush, and he tried so hard to not think about Dan loving Evan more than him. It's a silly thought as the younger boy even asked him out first.

But he just can't help but think that Dan thinks he's fat and ugly and that will lead to their relationship sinking. When the brown haired male rambled about how Evan Peters was handsome and that his body was goals, Phil broke inside.

He felt sick and he was thinking of many things, all of those thoughts negative. He felt self conscious of his body now, wanting to be like all of those people who had a good figure and were fit.

Dan fed Phil a sweet, which he denied, wanting to cut down on unhealthy food. He nodded, understanding that Phil wasn't craving for sweets right now, or that's what he thought. After the show was finished, Dan decided to make dinner for the two of them.

"Baby, dinner's ready!" Dan said from the kitchen, putting the plates on the table. Phil went to the kitchen and shook his head at Dan while looking at the food. telling him that he wasn't hungry. He gave him a concerned look; the older usually smiled more and was excited to eat. When Phil saw the worried look painted on his boyfriend's face, he gave him a small smile to reassure that he'll be alright.

"I-I'll eat later. I'm gonna go up to the room." Dan winced at his lover, still showing signs of concern. He just let him off on his own; he knows how Phil is when he's not feeling alright and then goes all overprotective and clingy on him.

Meanwhile, the black haired man is looking at his body in the mirror, making uncomfortable faces whenever he puts on a pair of jeans or a shirt he found hanging. He even put on his favourite Gengar shirt, yet he still didn't feel comfortable with his body. Phil then took off his shirt, exposing his naked body. He looked at his reflection, thinking of negative things about his stomach.

I'm becoming fat. Look at all this on my stomach, it's like I'm pregnant.

He then looked at his face, and felt like he had too many wrinkles and that his nose was too big. Once he thought about everything that he thinks makes him ugly, he broke down into tears, crying silently to himself.

I can't see why everyone loves me. I just can't. I'm such an annoying person who should get a real job.

Why did Dan choose to date me? He, a talented, handsome guy, doesn't deserve someone ugly like me.

Dan called out for Phil in every room. "Phillll? Philly?" When he checked their shared bedroom, he saw his boyfriend curled up in a corner, tears falling on his face.

"What happened, love?" Dan asked, cupping his cheeks in his hands, looking into his eyes that are now filled with tears.

"I-It's just...Do you love me D-Dan?" Phil asked. Dan looked at him as if he was crazy; of course he loves him. Phil changed his life into a better one, and that's what makes him perfect.

"Of course I do, babe."

"Well then...why? I'm just an ugly, old piece of crap who should just get a real job like other 29 year olds do. My body isn't perfect enough either, just look at all those Calvin Klein models. I'm nothing compared to them."

The younger then gave a look of shock. Why would he ever think about himself like that?

"Phil...Phil, sweetie, listen. You're perfect the way you are. You aren't that old, and definitely not ugly. You're a smart, amazing, caring, and absolutely stunning human being. You may not have the body that everyone likes, but to me, I love it. I love it so much."

Dan gripped on his hands while waffling about how wonderful Phil is to show how much he love him to bits.

The other looked in his eyes for a moment before burying his head into Dan's neck to cry again. They stayed in this position for a while until Phil's sobs subsided and turned to just little sniffles.

"T-Thank you, Dan, I love y-you." The older said, his cheeks heating up. Dan smiled before kissing his forehead.

Dan kneeled down and started to kiss Phil's stomach up to his neck. He placed little pecks on his jaw and cheeks, reaching his nose and forehead next.

"This means I love every single part of your body. Please don't starve yourself again, I love you so much and I want you to be healthy."

"I-I...I just feel like I never tell you how much you mean to me." Phil said, smiling a bit. The latter smiled at how precious he is. His heart shattered because Phil doesn't think he ever is appreciative of anything, which is totally wrong; he does things for other people more than he helps himself.

"You mean so much to me too. All I need is for you to always stay you, Phil."

Every little thing you do, I do adore.

(A/N: Thank you so much for reading this! I've been stressed lately and lost a lot of motivation, so sorry for the lack of oneshots. I really hope I can be able to actually write without having a headache. Anyways thanks guys for always leaving feedback, I love you all so much, and have a great day! <3)