❤️❤️❤️Swara+Sanskar=SwaSan❤️❤️❤️

Chapter 9

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Once again the morning sunlight peaked through the curtains and on the face of Swara. She opened her eyes closely and looked at her phone. Another day was starting and yet she still had the same worry on her mind. As much as she wanted to stop thinking about everything that had happened, she couldn't. Why was it so hard to just stop this feeling that she had? She had once before gotten over the guy that she loved.

There was a knock on the door and Swara's mum entered. She was holding a bag and pooja plate. Swara realised that her mum had already done the morning pooja. Quickly getting up she took the aarti. Her mum sat down on the bed next to her. She knew that Swara was upset still and didn't really want to talk about it. So keeping this in mind, she tried to keep the atmosphere happy.

"It was a little last minute but I got you this. I want you to wear this for the pooja today," said her mum.

Swara looked up at the bag that her mum was holding. She slowly pulled out the baby pink coloured outfit. Gingerly she opened the salwar. As she opened it, she saw that it wasn't heavy but simple. Yet the sliver work through the top area made it look elegant. The sleeves of the suit was made of lace and also consisted of sliver work. Jumping off the bed, she ran to the mirror and placed the suit over herself. It was floor length and looked amazing.

Even thought his wasn't smile wasn't permanent, it was still great to see it on Swara's face. "Ma, I love this. Thank you and I will defiantly wear this today."

"Swara beta, I have something else to tell you. I know that what is happening is all upsetting but since you sister is still part of Laksay's family, I had to call them all to the pooja today. That would also include Sanskar and Kavita."

"Ma, as I have told you all many times. I'm okay with all this. Yeah it hurts me but I have to get used to the idea. I got used to seeing Laksay with Ragini, I will get used to Kavita and Sanskar."

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Swara layout the diya's around the thali plate as she prepared it for the aarti. She could hear her father talking to the priest and her mum talking to her dada in the hall. Everything was ready for the pooja. As she was finishing off the last of the plate, she heard a familiar voice. She slowly looked up and saw Ragini entering the house followed by Laksay. Then after that the whole family came into view.

Swara didn't realise but she was looking around them trying to find Sanskar. When she did realise, she closed her eyes and tried to take out the thought. Why was she thinking about him. It was her who had told him to forget her and choose from his heart and choose his first love. Now she had no right to back paddle. She had to move on.  

Then as if the whole place had just froze, a breeze came through the open doors. Swara's heart stopped for a second. Her eyes still closed, she lifted her head. She tried to level her breathing. Without even opening her eyes she had sensed who had  just walked in. She slowly opened her eyes and sure enough Sanskar had entered the house.

A small smile spread across her face as she saw him come in. She couldn't control herself. As he came in further, someone else appeared from behind him. It was Kavita. The small smile that had appeared on her face disappeared.

How could she always forget that she had made this decision. She was the one that was pushing Sanskar towards Kavita, she was the one that wanted him happy. Why was she forgetting this. Once again she closed her eyes, that's when she realised that her eyes had tears. Small streams of tears fell onto the floor. Why was it so hard. Her heart was breaking in many pieces and she was responsible for it. It was like someone was stabbing her with little knives and she couldn't do anything about that.