❤️❤️❤️Swara+Sanskar=SwaSan❤️❤️❤️

Chapter 21

I'm so sorry it took me so long to update. Will try and update regularly. 

"I don't know what they are thinking and what Sanskar is doing of right or not. The whole wedding thing is too fast. He was saying that he was in love with my daughter and now he announced this. How is my daughter going to cope with this agin. Why can't she be happy?" Said Shekar. 

"Shekar, she is your daughter. She is stronger than you know and give her credit for. I know she will be fine and yes I will worry about her. She is the one that wanted him to give her a chance. She is just as stubborn as you are." 

"Why is my family always tested in this kind of situations." 

"Papa, please don't worry about me. I know the  more I say this the more it becomes like a empty thing. But trust me, yeah I did get a shock finding this out but I'm also sure that what he is doing is right. I trust and love him enough to know he won't make a wrong decision."

Deep inside Swara was breaking and it was painful to stand here pretending to be ok with this all. Why did she have to go and force Sanskar to think about it all and give Kavita a chance. But she also knew that that was the best decision. If they were meant to be then he would have come back to her. 

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Sanskar stood at his window looking out. He was trying to avoid Kavita as she had already started to place the whole wedding stuff. A knock on the door brought him back to reality. Slowly Ragini entered. 

"I know I'm the last person that you would want advice from and no matter what you say or do you aren't too please with all that i have done. Im truely sorry and I wish that you can think a hit this for a second and then make and take your next step."

"Ragini, I'm not saying that what did was good or right but I do understand."

"Like I said I will be found what I can to help you. But in this process I think you are forgetting something. Something so big that will make this situation even worse. You are so forcused on getting Swara to realised and cone back to you that you are forgetting that you are playing with Kavitas life and happiness. What and how is she going to feel when she finds out that you don't love her and did it all just for Swara?"

At this Sanskar fell silent. He had been so focussed on Swara that he didn't think about the impact this would have on Kavita. By doing this he wasn't going to be any better than blaming Ragini for what she had done. He kept telling himself that was doing it different but in the big picture he was just as bad as what Ragini had done.

"I know that when you love someone so much like I do Lakshay and I know you do Swara you forget to look at the other people getting hurt. That's what my problem was and is in the whole deal. I want my sister to be happy but I don't want her to destroy someone else's life and happiness to do so. If that makes me a bad person than so be it but I know for a fact tra she and you won't be happy if you do so."

"I know what you mean but I can't keep Kavita happy when heart belongs to Swara."

"Then tell Kavita this and don't leave her in the dark." 

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"Why should I care what he does or says? I was the one that told him to give her a chance and he is. I should and I'm happy. I will prove this to him by helping her plan for this wedding. I'm strong and I have done it once and I can do it again. I can let him go." Thought Swara. 

"Maybe if I keep repeating it then it will sink in and make sense. I have to let go and move on. He deserves to be happy and I can't be the reason that they are unhappy. After all this is over I should go away from this place. Go to Nani and try and start fresh," she thought. 

"There is no point in thinking and  rethink about this all. It is better if I leave and get a fresh start. I have to let of all this and try and start a life where I focus on my music and not on finding a life partner. I have to let go of Sanskar and Ragini and all this. It is going to be painful and hard but it's the only thing I can do. I love you Sanskar and I can't live without you but staying here I can't also watch you with her. I know what I said but that doesn't mean I can go through with it. I have to do this for you, Kavita and me.