Love or Fame?

Love or Fame ~ Chapter 11

Chapter 11

*Alex P.O.V*

Me:...Diggy, I'm asking you about us and you're worried about Jason? Really?

Diggy: you're right, I'm sorry. So, you wanna know what I want?

Me: um...yeah

Diggy: *smiles* how about I show you? *steps closer*

Me: show me?

Diggy: mmhm(the way he does it in 88) *kisses me*

Me: *smiles* wow

Diggy: *smirks/kisses me again*

We were so distracted that we didn't even see Spin come outside. We didn't even remember anyone was even there. Until we got drenched with freezing cold water.

Me: *screams* omg!

Diggy: WTH?!

Spin: *laughs* I told you I was gonna get you back. That wasn't really a prank but I still got you!

Diggy: okay so are we done w/ this? The pranking stuff?

Spin:...yeah

Diggy: ok good. *looks @ me* you good?

Me: I'm freezing

Diggy: you can stay in my clothes until yours dry if you want.

Me: thanks

Diggy: c'mon

Diggy gave me something I can change into until my clothes dried. After doing that, I was going back downstairs when I heard Diggy talking to Spin. He sounded real upset.

Diggy: WTH did you do that for?!

I thought he was talking about him wetting us up until he said "I told you I just wanted to stay friends with her for a reason!"

Spin: so why'd you kiss her?

Diggy: I mean I do like her and I wanna be with her but I can't! I didn't want anyone to know about that kiss! Now you got that on camera and you posted it! Thanks.

Spin: well you'll come up with something if you're asked about it. You always do. I'm not sorry that I posted it though. I mean, y'all gonna end up together sooner or later. What are you gonna do when that happens? Hide it forever?

Diggy: you know what? I don't know what I'm gonna do. I don't even know if we're even gonna be together anymore.

Spin: why not?

Diggy: the media. What are they gonna think?

The media? He's worried about the media? After hearing all that, I went in the room they were in.

Diggy: Lexi...

Me:....

Diggy: *sighs* how much did you hear?

Me: you're worried about what the media will say?

Diggy:...

Me: why?! What, am I not good enough for you Diggy?! You think I'm not good enough to be your girlfriend?! Is that it?!

Diggy: no that's not it

Me: so what is it?!

Diggy: it's just that if I'm in a relationship, some fans might get upset and-GTO-

Me: so what?! It's your life not theirs!

Diggy: listen Lexi, my career's too Important to me and I'm not gonna let it just slip away just because I got in a relationship okay?

Me: so why didn't you just tell me that before you kissed me? Before you told me you like me?

Diggy:...I don't know. I guess I wasn't really thinking. I got caught up in the moment.

Me: right. You got caught up in the moment *laughs* I'm gonna go. I'll give your stuff back in the morning okay? I admire the fact that you care about your fans, but next time, maybe you wanna be sure of what you want. And Spin...

Spin: are you gonna yell at me too?

Me: no, no I'm not. I actually wanna thank you. See, if you didn't post that video, I probably wouldn't have know how Diggy really felt about being with me.

Diggy: Lexi

Me: so thank you. Bye

Diggy: *grabs me* Lexi wait!

Me: what?

Diggy: can we talk about this? Please?

Me: there's nothing left to say.

Diggy: just let me explain

Me: I think you just did. You're worried about the media because maybe I'm not good enough for you and your fans don't want you in a relationship.

Diggy: Lexi, I never said you're not good enough for me. Stop putting words in my mouth.

Me: Diggy you're acting like you signed some contract with them saying that they'll continue to support you if you remain single. You didn't!

Diggy: and you're acting like I committed a crime. Like I cheated on you or something. You need to just calm down.

Me: Really? Calm Down? The guy I like told me we cant be together AFTER he kissed me.. & i'm supposed to be calm? Well i'm gonna leave and calm down .. okay? *turns to walk out*

Diggy: you would've done the same thing if you even cared about your fans!

Me: if I cared about my fans?! IF?! Are you serious Diggy?! My fans know how much I love and appreciate them! I tweet then everyday, reply to their every requests when I can and do ustreams even if I'm just walking to store or something! At least I give them my time! What do you do? They tweet you and you barely even reply yet you wanna say I don't care about mine? *laughs* Listen, lets not go there okay? And don't you ever say that I don't care about my fans again! I'm out. Bye. *walks out*