Love or Fame?

Chapter 96

*Lexi*

I'm what? I'm...WHAT?! Is this a dream? If it is, I would really love to wake up now. Pregnant? Me? No. I can't be. No no no. "Here you go," the doctor said as she handed me a pill for my nauseousness. "Thank you," I replied taking it. "Okay, why do you both look like you're not happy about this," she asked. I drank the water to help swallow the pill, then looked at her, then at Diggy. He took his eyes from her and they landed on me. It was silent. We just didn't know what to say. "Okay, it's obvious that you weren't expecting a baby. I mean you're both still young. You've got your careers to think about as well. Now, I'm not telling you what to do.

It's your decision whether you want to keep it or not. But just remember this, God has a plan for everyone. I'll leave you two to talk about it okay? & Ms. Ventura," I stared at my lap until she called me. I looked up at her and replied. "Yes ma'am," I said. "My ten year old daughter absolutely adores you," she said with a smile. "Thank you. That really means a lot," I replied smiling back. Yeah, I was smiling, but inside I was crying. I'm not ready for a baby. I just got back to my life. I have so many plans for my career. I have no intentions of slowing down. & what about Diggy? His career's going great right now too. I just don't know what to do. "God has a plan for everyone," was what kept replaying in my mind. I don't wanna kill this baby, but I'm not ready for a baby either. Adoption would be a good choice, but then again, I can't just give up a part of me either. This baby is inside of me for a reason. He or she is mine, ours. It would be wrong to just give it up like that. So many thoughts were racing through my mind. I zoned out again. Diggy must have noticed. He's been staring at me for a while now. "Hey," he said as he touched my arm. I was so far gone that when he touched me, I jumped a little and came back to reality. He furrowed his eyebrows as he looked at me with concern. "You okay," he asked. I opened my mouth to reply, but then closed it. I didn't know what to say. Physically, yeah I'm fine. Mentally, not at all. I looked down again. This time, some tears fell. "Digg, I don't-" he cut me off. "Shhh," he said as he laid beside me. "Listen to me," he said lifting my head. "I know you're stressing over this. I know you're not ready. Neither am I. But just know that I'll always be here, right by your side every step of the way. Okay?" I looked into his beautiful brown eyes and immediately felt a little better. Just by the way he looked at me and the way he was holding me, I felt safe. I felt like everything was gonna be okay. "Okay," I replied. He smiled, then kissed me. Of course I got butterflies. "I'll be here for you no matter what, baby," he said. I looked down again. "Anything," I asked. "Anything," he replied. "Even if I...if I decided not to keep the baby," I asked nervously. He didn't say anything. I anxiously waited for a reply but when I noticed that he still wasn't saying anything, I looked up at him. His expression changed completely. He looked upset by what I said. Great, now I upset him. I shouldn't have said anything until I was sure what I wanted. He got up and walked over to the window. He let out this big sigh, folded his arms, and just stood there looking out the window. "Digg," I said. No answer. "Diggy, please don't -" he turned around and cut me off. "You plan on killing our baby, Lexi? Is that what you want," he asked with anger in his eyes and voice. "No, that's not what I meant. I mean, what if I give it up for adoption," I asked. He chuckled and tuned to look out the window again. "Over my dead body," he replied. It got quiet for a minute until he sighed again and turned to face me. He walked over to the bed and laid beside me, and held me again. "Babe, I know you're scared. That's understandable. But you can't just give up what was given to us my God, now can you," he asked. I shook my head no. "Exactly. This baby," he said as he rubbed my stomach. "Is ours. Mine and yours, not Tyrone and Sharkiesha's okay," he said with a smile. I couldn't help but laugh. "There's that beautiful laugh I love," he said as he smiled at me and wiped my tears. "Thanks. I needed that," I said. "Anytime," he replied. "Don't worry. We can do this," he said. He made everything seem better. "I love you," I said. "I love you more baby," he replied. He kissed me, then I laid my head on his chest while he continued to hold me. As I listened to his heartbeat, I eventually fell asleep.

Will she keep it? Or nahh? If she decides to keep it, will she lose it? Or nahh? Remember, Logan and Chris are coming back soon. More stress for the soon to be married couple right? Guess we'll have to wait and see what happens!

I love my readers! Thanks for showing love! I had to give you another chapter, even though it's 2 in the morning lol. I was busy working on my English paper. I just wanna thank God that I'm finally done! I was so close to going bald y'all. But my hair still flowin. It's still on my head so it's all good lol. Leave feedback for the next chapter tho! You know the routine! Deuces!