Love or Fame?

Chapter 42

Chapter 42

*Lexi's P.O.V*

I stepped back slowly and went back in my room. I grabbed the bat that my cousin left over here a while ago. Suddenly, I heard footsteps. When it sounded like they walked a good enough distance, I slowly opened the door and ran towards them with the bat. They quickly turned around.

?: yo what you doin?!?!

Me: Spin?!

Spin: um...yeah! What you tryna do?!

Me: what are you doing here?

Spin: -_- I stayed over remember? I just wanted to get something to drink. But forreal tho, what you tryna do?

Me: I um...I didn't know it was you. I thought you were at the club.

He looked at me strange.

Spin: the club? I didn't go to the club.

I went in my room, took the note, and went back out.

Me: here *gives him Diggy's note*

Spin: aw damn

Me: what?

Spin: um...nothing

Me: Spin. Please, don't lie to me. If you know where he is, please tell me.

Spin: honestly, I don't know where he is. I was sleeping the whole time. I'm tellin you the truth.

Me: *sigh* okay *goes downstairs*

I sat in the couch thinking. I wasn't even hungry anymore. I was worried. Why is he out at 4 in the morning? What Chris said really got me worried and him being out right now made me worry even more. I kept calling and I kept getting voicemail. I just hope he's okay. But why would he lie? Where is he?

*Diggy's P.O.V*

I was next to Lexi thinking about her and Logan. What am I gonna do? I needed to clear my head. I got up, got dressed and went out for a drive.

While I was driving, Lexi was calling me. I wanted to answer but at the same time, I didn't. I didn't know what to tell her. I wasn't gonna go back anytime soon. I just let it ring. It kept ringing. If it wasn't her, it was Spin. Damn he's up. She found out. I'll handle them later. I'll think of something later but for now, I just need to think. I was about to turn my phone off when it rang again. This time, it was Logan. I thought about whether or not I should answer it. I kinda need to talk to her. I picked up.

Me: hello?

Logan: hey you

Me: hey beautiful. What's up?

Logan: um...I wanted to see you. Can you come over?

She gave me her address.

Me:...I'm on my way. See you soon.

Logan: *giggles* can't wait *hangs up*

I needed to tell her about me as Lexi. We just needed to talk about a lot.

10 MINUTES LATER!

I rang her bell. After the second time, she opened the door. All she had on was a big football jersey. Her hair was out and much longer than it was when I left LA.

Logan: hey *smiles*

Me: um...heyy

Logan: take a picture. It'll last longer *winks & walks away* close the door when you decide to stop drooling and come in okay? *laughs*

Me: *laughs* oh...right *closes door* so what's up?

I turned around and before I could take another step, she jumped on me and had her legs wrapped around me.

Logan: you don't understand how much I missed you Daniel! *kisses me*

She was still on me while I walked to the couch and sat down with her still on top of me.

Me: I missed you too sweetie. I missed you so much.

We kissed again. She was trying to take my shirt off. She whispered "take it all off baby." I'm not gonna lie. I was turned on. (I know I said he was still a virgin but let's change that okay? Logan was his first time while he was in LA) She started kissing my neck. I kept thinking "I need to stop this before some things happen." Honestly, I didn't really want it to stop. I didn't wanna hurt Lexi but I missed Logan. Lexi does have her freaky moments but she wasn't giving me what I wanted. Sex. She "wasn't ready" but here's the girl that was willing to give it to me. & she was my first time. I'm not gonna lie, this felt really good. "Let's go upstairs," she whispered before leading me upstairs. She pushed me on the bed and said "I want you to do exactly what you did those last few nights we were together Daniel. Hold me tight." She climbed on top of me and whispered in my ear again. "Make love to me," she said before taking her jersey off. She kissed my neck a few times and I got her bra off. Damn, she's sexy. I rolled on top of her and starting kissing her neck while she unbuttoned my shirt. We finally got everything off and I was on top of her doing exactly what she wanted. Her loud screams and moans made me speed up. She clawed as I went faster. Our moans got louder each time. I slowed down and looked into her eyes. "I love you so much Daniel," she said. I didn't stop what I was doing but I kept staring at her. "I love you too baby," I said before passionately kissing her again. 3 hours later, we reached the climax.

Logan: *smiles* damn *kisses my chest* I missed that Dan

I didn't say anything. All I was thinking about was Lexi. I just kept thinking about how I'm gonna have to lie to her. I mean, I loved every second of those 3 hours that just passed but I was disgusted with myself right now. How could I hurt Lexi like this?

Logan: hey, what's wrong? I know you enjoyed it *smiles*

Me: I did...

Logan: so what's wrong?

Me: Logan, I...*sigh*

Logan: you what?

Me: I have a girlfriend.

Logan, barely above a whisper: what? *sits up and looks at me* what?! You have a girlfriend?!

Me:...yeah

Logan: so why are your here? Why did you sleep with me Daniel?! Did you just come over here to use me to "satisfy your needs?"

Me: no baby, I didn't even plan on coming here.

Logan: don't "baby" me! *gets up & puts her clothes on*

She picked up my clothes and threw them at me. She stood in front of me. She had tears in her eyes.

Logan: I want you to get the hell out of my house Daniel. I can't even look at you right now. *tries to walk away*

Me: Logan, wait. *grabs her wrist I know your pissed right now but I just want you to listen to me okay? I came over here to tell you that I have a girlfriend and that what I had with you is over. I guess I just wanted to believe that because I still feel the same way I felt about you. The feelings have actually gotten stronger, Lo. I love you, Logan.

Logan:...so what are you gonna do?

Me: I don't know

Logan: *kisses me* I love you too. Let me know when you drop your new girl *walks out*

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