Love or Fame?

Chapter 111

I know what I said last time. But I feel terrible right now and I don't think I'll be posting anytime soon b/c of that. So, I'm giving you this chapter I wrote last night before I leave you for a few days. Hope you enjoy :-* #LisaFashionista! Remember, @ least 8 comments!

"It's a good thing you-" Haven sentence was cut short. There was a shadow figure next to us. We looked up and there Diggy was just standing there. I didn't say anything, & neither did he. I just sat there staring at him waiting for his questions, & he just stood there looking at me & Haven. "...hey," was all he said. "Hey," I replied standing up. "Um, Daniel, this is Haven. Haven, this is-" "Diggy Simmons. I know," he said as he stood up extending his arm to shake Diggy's hand. Surprisingly, Diggy shook it. Wow, I didn't expect that. "Lexi, can I talk to you for a minute," Diggy asked. "Yeah, sure," I replied. Haven joined in and said "I'll give y'all some space. I'll be over at that bench over there," he said. "Okay. Thanks," I replied. Diggy waited until he was gone, but even when he got to the bench, he didn't speak. "So," I said tryna break the silence. "What's up," I said. He took his eyes off of Haven, looked at the lake for a few seconds, then looked at me. "Before you ask your routine questions that you ask whenever you see me with a guy, Haven's just a friend. This isn't a date, we're just hanging out," I said. He looked down & shook his head. "I wasn't gonna ask you anything like that," he said looking up at me. I just nodded. "& I'm not stalking you either. I was just out walking and I saw you & I need to talk to you about something." "Okay, so what's up," I asked again. "How've you been," he asked. "I've been...okay," I replied. There was something wrong. I can feel it. He didn't seem angry that I'm here with Haven. He wasn't smiling. Not even that half smile he does. He looked like something, other than our situation, was bothering him. But what? "I've been wanting to tell you something too. But you go first. I can tell something's bothering you," I said. He nodded, but looked away. "It's Logan," he said. When he said her name, my heart just pounded. I know she's a psycho that hates me. What if she tries to hurt me and the baby? At this point, I was really just worried about my baby. "She's back," he continued. "She's...what?!" He looked at me again and noticed how upset that made me. "Hey," he had his hands on my shoulders and gently turned me to completely face him. "I'm not gonna let her hurt you," he said. "I promise." That didn't make me feel any better, but I still nodded. "Just...be careful okay," he said. I nodded again. "Now what did you wanna talk to me about," he asked. "Oh, right...um...I took a paternity test," I said. His eyes widened. "Really, when?" "A few days ago," I said. He nodded and said. "Well, did you get the results," he asked. "Yeah, I just got them back yesterday," "and? What are the results?" I took a deep breath, then said "the father is-" "OH MY GOSH IT'S DIGGY AND LEXI," this girl yelled. She ran over to us and hugged us both. "Are you guys back together," she asked smiling big. Diggy and I looked at each other. "Uhh, no," he replied. "Awww whyyyy," she asked. "Y'all were so cute together," she said. Diggy and I just nodded slowly. She kept asking all these other questions that I was starting to get annoyed with. "Are you getting back together soon like the last time," she asked. "...I don't know," I said kind of getting an attitude. I was getting so annoyed. "But you have to!" Ughhh can she leave? I love the fans but this was just too much. "But your baby-" "will be just fine," I interrupted. "My baby will be just fine. I appreciate your concern, I really do, but my baby's fine," I said. "...okay," she said. "I'm sorry, that was rude. But everyone's been doing the same thing if it's not in person, it's on twitter or Instagram. It just gets annoying you know? But thank you for the concern," I said. She smiled a little, then nodded. "You're welcome. Thank you for being such a great role model." With that, she hugged us and walked off. "Um, maybe we should talk about this somewhere private," Diggy said. "Yeah, you're right," "so you wanna come over later? Or should I come over to your place?" "Um, you can come over. 8 tonight?" "Yeah, that's fine. I'll see you later then," "Yeah." He half smiled, then turned to walk away. I stood there watching him leave. His walk, so stylish. I still love him. That'll never change. I just wish he wasn't so difficult to be with. I took my eyes from him, to the lake. I just stood there thinking about what he told me. Logan's back. Why the hell would they let her psychotic ass out? Now what? I don't need anymore drama in my life. I'm tired of all the BS. Can she just be gone. I'm about to get some bug spray for her ass & spray her away. Poof, proof, BE GONE! (Got the poof poof be gone part from Ernesto. Lmao). Anyway, how am I gonna handle this bitch? I need to be ready because she's always just appearing like some ghost haunting someone. "You good," I heard someone ask. I turned around and the first thing I noticed was a smile. Haven's smile. I smiled back and said "yeah, I'm good." He went over to the blanket, folded it, and came back to where I was standing. "C'mon," he said taking my hand. We got in his car. So where you wanna go next," he asked. "Hmm...where ever gets my mind off of everything for a little bit longer," I replied. "Got you. Buckle up," he said, then finally drove off.