Love or Fame?

Chapter 74

*Tianna*

Me: Brandon, I'm gonna go lay down. I'm kinda tired.

Brandon: okay

I left him on the couch and headed upstairs. He's been really sweet to me and he's such a clown! He always has me laughing like crazy all day, everyday. I just wish I could remember him before the accident. I wish I could remember everything. Brandon says I just need more time. But, it's been 4 months. Sometimes I feel like he's hiding something from me. But what? What doesn't he want me to know? He was talking to someone earlier. He mentioned their name. What was it? Oh! Logan. Who's Logan? Do I know her? Why does that name sound familiar though? Maybe I should talk to Brandon about it. I need to remember more. Not remembering anything makes me feel so awkward. I hate this.

I went downstairs to talk to Brandon, but he wasn't there. I wasn't tired anymore. The only thing tiring, is me trying to remember. Brandon says I just need some time but it's been 4 months. I need to remember. I need some air. I need to think.

Usually, when I go out without Brandon, he lets his friend, Damian go with me. He says it's for protection and to make sure I get back home safe. What is he trying to protect me from though? I need to know.

This time, I didn't bother to call Damian. I can do this on my own. I might have forgotten a lot, but I didn't forget how to walk. & I don't need a babysitter. I grabbed my keys and stepped out of the house.

*20 Minutes Later*

So I'm still walking, still thinking, when this girl comes running up to me.

?: OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S YOU!

Me, confused: I'm sorry, do I know you?

?: oh, no. My name is *your name* & I'm a huge fan! You don't understand how much you've inspired me! I love you so much!

Fan? I have fans? Since when? What the hell's going on?

Me: um...*half smiles* thank you

YN: *bye* it was great meeting you! I love you!

Me, still smiling: uh...love you too

I guess.

So, I have fans? Why? What do I- or, did I do? Brandon has a lot of explaining to do.

*An Hour Later ~ Home*

I was sitting on the couch watch TV. Or, the TV was watching me. I wasn't paying attention to whatever was on the screen. All I could think about was that girl I saw today. My fan? So I'm famous...okay. What else was Brandon not telling me? And why the hell wouldn't he tell me?

I heard the door open. I sat there waiting for him to walk in the living room. When he walked in, I immediately started talking.

Me: Brandon, we need to-

Someone walked in behind him. Someone I've never seen before. Who tf is she? I stared at her for a few seconds. The longer I stared, the more she started look familiar.

?, dryly: hello Tiara

Brandon: Tianna

?: whatever

Me:...who are you?

?: well, my name is Logan.

Logan.

Why does that name sound so familiar? I mean, I know Brandon called her name today but that's not it. She even looks familiar too. Her attitude made it clear. We aren't friends. So, why is she here? So many questions.

*Diggy*

See, all I can say about technology right now is that it's amazing. I recored my conversation with Logan. I got when she said it was her plan to blow up Lexi's car. I forwarded it to both a cop that was working with us, and the P.I I hired. I over heard her conversation with some dude named Brandon. Recorded that too. I'm just recording everything right? I gotta do what I gotta do. After our millionth argument, and her conversation with Brandon, Logan stormed out.

I followed her and got the address. I sent that too. Now, who's this Brandon nigga? & why Logan came over here so fast after arguing with me? Darrell, one of the cops working in this case, texted me saying not to go in just yet. Wait for the okay. I didn't want to, but I listened to what her said. I drove off. I guess I'll meet Brandon some other time. I hope that time is soon. & no, not my version of soon cuz apparently, I don't know what soon is.

*Ms. Justine*

Miley: mommy?

Me: yes baby?

Miley: *sniffles* I miss Lexi, mommy

Me: I know baby. I miss her too.

Miley: I was walking by Daniel's room the last time he was here, & I heard him crying. I looked in and he was looking at a picture of her. He didn't know I saw him crying though. I know he hates when I see him cry because it makes me cry. I just hate seeing him cry mommy. Why did Lexi have to die? *cries* I really loved her.

Me: aww baby. I know you did. We all did. Come here *hugs her* Lexi wouldn't want you to be sad. Can you smile for her?

I wiped her tears and she smiled a little.

Me: my smiley Miley *kisses her cheek*

Miley: that's what Lexi called me the last time I talked to her

Me: I know that you really miss her. But just know that she is always with you okay? She lives in our hearts.

Just then, I heard someone walk in. We turned around to see who was there. It's Daniel.

Daniel: hey ma

Me: hey Dan

Daniel: hey Miles

Miley: *sniffles* hiii

Daniel: *sits on the bed* I heard what you just said. I miss Lexi too. I miss her a lot. I love her so much Miles. She loves us. You know that right?

Miley: *nods*

Daniel: so you know she wouldn't want us here crying. Even though it's hard, we need to smile. We need to stay strong for her okay?

Miley: okay *sits in his lap/hugs him* I love you Daniel

Daniel: I love you too Miley

His eyes were getting watery as he tried his best to fight back his tears.

Me: Miles, why don't you go let daddy get you some ice-cream?

Miley: *smiles a little* okay mommy

She ran out and left me and Dan alone. He looked up at me and I can see the pain in his eyes.

Daniel: I just want her back ma. I want her back *cries*

Me: *hold him* I know baby. It'll all be alright. Stay strong.

It got really silent. I still had him in my arms. He stopped talking and sobbing, but I knew his mind wasn't calm at all. I wiped my tears and spoke.

Me: you wanna be alone?

Daniel: *shakes his head* no. I just really need this. There's nothing better than mamma's hugs *laughs lightly*

Me: well I'll always be here for you baby

Daniel: ma?

Me: yes?

Daniel: I love you

Me: I love you too Dan.

I love my kids with all my heart. I just want them to be happy. Lexi made Daniel happy. She made us all happy. I know that one day, Daniel will be happy again. I just hope that day comes fast.

Are you getting suspicious? Are you getting any ideas about Logan and Brandon? If you think you know what I'm talking about, comment on this! :) Lets see who gets it right.

*Hint: I'm not talking about them being together!*

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