Love or Fame?

Love or Fame ~ Chapter 21

Chapter 21

*Later that day*

*Diggy's P.O.V*

I've been thinking about Lexi all day. I've been thinking about what she said, how I hurt her. I hurt her so bad that she doesn't want anything to do with me. I know what I have to do, but I don't want to. I wanna make things better between us but I don't wanna tell everyone the truth after I just lied to all of them. I feel like I'll be letting my fans down. They trust me. & I lied to them. Well, I guess it's time to man up and do what's right. I gotta do what I gotta do. I'm gonna do another interview with The Breakfast Club.

*on the phone w/ Charlamagne*

C: ayo Diggy wassup!

Me: what up Charlamagne? Um...I know this is sudden but um...I was wondering if I could come back and do another interview w/ y'all. I have something that I really need to say and I figured that since it's about a topic we talked about the last time I was there, I should make this announcement there.

C: okay...great. So is it about the music? The movie? What?

Me: um...why don't we just talk about that when I get there?

C: okay. How's tomorrow? Nicki's gonna be out by 12:00 so how's 1:00?

Me: perfect. Thanks man!

C: no prob. See you tomorrow then.

Me: yeah. Later *hangs up*

I kept calling Lexi but if course, she didn't answer so I drove to her house.

*Lexi's house*

*rings bell*

She opened the door.

Me: hey

Lexi:...hey...what are you doing here?

Me: I just wanted to tell you that *stops taking*

I noticed that her eyes were red and watery.

Me: you were crying...why? What's wrong?

L:...

Me: Lexi, talk to me. Why were you crying?

Then Jason came to the door.

J: Lexi, you good?

Me: what are you doing here?

L: he gave me a ride home Diggy. Now what are YOU doing here?

Me: is he the reason you're crying?

L: no, of course not!

J: *laughs* I'm not you man. I wouldn't do that to her.

Me: wow! You really wanna play that card Jason?! Really?!

Jason: what the hell are you doing here anyway?

Me: I came to talk to Lexi, not you. So you can go now.

Jason: nah, I'm not goin anywhere. You wanna talk to her? You can talk to her w/ me here. I'm not gonna let you be the reason she's heartbroken again Diggy.

Me: listen, what I did was wrong. I know that! I know that I hurt her. I never wanted to. I understand why you wanna protect her. But you don't need to be here. This conversation doesn't involve you. *laughs* she never even loved you man. She was just w/ you because I hurt her. She tried to get over me but it looks like it didn't work out.

L: Diggy!

Me: what?!

L: stop!

Me: no don't you think he deserves the truth?!

L: I did...I do love him Diggy!

Me: maybe, but not the way he loves you Lexi!

J: you know what Diggy? I'm tired of you always gettin in the way! You think that you can get anything & anyone you want!

Me: well in this case, the person I want wants me Jason. I can't say the same for you.

Jason punched me and we started fighting.

Me: I'm the wrong person to mess w/ Jason!

Of course, Lexi tried stopping us but it didn't work. We just kept fighting. We accidentally pushed Lexi and she fell.

Lexi: ow!

She held her wrist.

Me: Lexi! Are you okay?! *pushes Jason/runs to her*

L: I twisted my wrist.

Me: you want me to take you to the hospital so they can do an x-ray?

L: no Diggy, I'll go by myself okay? If you two wanna stay here and continue your fight, go ahead. I'm done w/ both of you. Right now, I don't even wanna be in the same room with any of you. Not until you can act like the civilized people I know...I "think" you are. Jason, thank you so much for everything. I really appreciate it. Diggy...I don't know why your here but when I get back, I want you gone. I want you both gone. *walks out*

*Lexi's P.O.V*

I was tired of them being childish. What I said was probably mean but I just needed to get away from them for a while. My wrist really hurts too. I was walking my car when Jason called me.

J: Lexi hold up!

I kept walking until he pulled me back.

J: wait.

Me: what?

J: I'm sorry. I shouldn't have punched him. You wouldn't have gotten hurt.

Me: *sigh* you know I don't think you should solve your problems with violence...sometimes. But Diggy was wrong. I don't blame you for any of this.

Diggy: so you blame me?

Me:...no Diggy. I don't. But what you said to Jason was wrong.

D: it was the truth!

Me: Diggy, you should be the last person talking about the truth! You lied to millions of people when you did that interview! What you said to Jason isn't true either. I do love him, & I care about him.

D: ok fine. You love him. But do you love him the same way he loves you?

J: c'mon Lexi, I'll take you to the hospital.

I gave Jason my car keys and got in the passenger side of my car.

D: so you let him take you, but when I offered, you said no. Really?

*silence*

D: *sigh* well alright. It's all good Lexi. *walks away*

Jason drove off.