Love or Fame?

Chapter 57

*Diggy's P.O.V*
I just got home from Lexi's house with TDD all up & shit and tbh, I'm frustrated...sexually. I want Lexi. Not just in a sexual way, but I just really want her back. I've been avoiding Logan even though she's been calling nonstop. She didn't call at all yesterday or today. I was beginning to think that she got the hint. Nope, I was wrong. I was about to get in this freezing cold shower when my phone rang. I was kinda scared to get in there knowing how cold it was so I was a bit relieved that my phone rang. But at the same time, I just wanted to get it over with. I picked my phone up to see who it was. No surprise that Logan's name was on my screen. Do I pick up? Or nahh? Lol. I picked up.

Me: *sigh* wtf do you want?

Logan: *laughs* well hello to you too sexy

Me: listen, you need to stop harassing me. I don't want anything to do with you Logan. What we had is over. The other night was just a one night stand and it was a stupid mistake. I don't want you. I want Lexi. It's always been her.

Logan:...really? Cuz that's not what you were saying the other night. You told me you love me!

Me: I know what I said and honestly, I don't know why I said it. I felt something for you but it sure as hell wasn't love. I guess I just missed you and I got caught up in the moment. To be honest Logan, you don't mean anything to me anymore. Now, leave me the hell alone or imma get a restraining order on yo ass.

With that, I hung up and got into the shower.

Me: shit! This is cold AF!

I did what I had to do in there and rushed out.

Me: I'm not tryna freeze to death

I got on twitter an hour later. Not tweeting, just creepin like a sloth. You know, the usual. Then I was like, why don't I do a ustream? So I tweeted the link and got on. Within just about two minutes, there were already like 1000 people viewing. Well damn, that was fast. I love my fans, no lie.

Me: hey JetSetters! It's been a minute!

The chat was going so fast.

Me: can y'all see me?

They replied.

Me: ok, good. WE IN HERRRE! TURN UP! TURN UP! *laughs*

I was trying my best to read what they were saying.

Me: shout out to *your name*...Mamma does like "Mamma Said" *laughs* y'all wanna hear the story behind Mamma Said?

*minutes later*
After I was done preaching to them, I caught this question that I really wasn't expecting to see. Someone asked "How's Alex?" Just then, I got an idea. I texted Spin telling him to watch the ustream and make sure Lexi was watching too. A few minutes later, he texted back. "Okay, I convinced her to watch it with me. But nigga you owe me! She was about to karate chop a nigga!" That made me laugh. But I replied "I got you!" then went back to talking to my JetSetters. I just noticed that even more people came on.

Me: *sigh* so someone just asked "how's Alex?" She's...um...she's doin her. Umm...we aren't together right now. I really messed up JetSetters. Now, y'all know I don't like putting my personal life out there like that but this is serious. I know she's watching this. I asked Spin to make sure she was watching. See, I know it's gonna take more than "I'm sorry" to make up for what I've done. That's why I'm doing this. Lexi, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I just want you to take me back. I love you, & only you. & I want the whole world to know that. & I'm not gonna stop trying to get you back. I'll do whatever it takes.

JetSetters were all like "awww" "you're too cute!" "That was so sweet!"
One was like "fan calls?"

Me: fancalls? Yeah, I'll call a few.

Fan #1: hello?

Me: hello

F#1: AHHHHHHHHHHH OMG AHHHHHHHHH OMG NO

Me: *laughs* hi sweetie

F#1: AHHHHHHH

Well after she finally calmed down, we had a short convo, & I was on to the next one.

F#2: hello

Me: hello

F#2: who dis? (Remember that 1st girl that said that? C'mon now -_-)

Well then...okay she don't know who this is?

Me: this Diggy *laughs* who dis?

F2: this ain't Diggy

Me: yes it is

F2: no it's not. I'm watching you on ustream (when they said this...OMG do you not hear yourself?! Whenever someone asked who it was it said it wasn't Diggy, I was just laughing thinking "they can't be serious!")

Well, after a few calls, I was down to my last one.

Fan: hello?

Me: hello?

Fan: hi Diggyyyy

Me: *smiles* hi sweetie. What's ur name?

Fan: *your name*

We continued talking and I followed her on twitter. I was about to hang up, but not before letting her know I love and appreciate her.

Me: okay, byyye

Fan: bye Diggy

Me: I love you

Fan: I love you too. Oh! & don't worry, I don't know what you did for Alex to be upset, but just be patient. Give her time. I'm sure y'all can work things out. That message was really sweet by the way!

Me: thank you so much! That really means a lot *your name*

With that, we hung up, & I thanked my JetSetters, told them I love them and ended it. I know that message on ustream isn't enough but it's a start. I hope *your name* was right. I hope we can work things out. Well, it's almost 1AM, I just did a three hour ustreams and it's time for bed. (That 3hr ustream he did that night was beyond amazing! LIFE!) I have more planned for Lexi though. Just wait on it.

I haven't posted chapters for this story in a minute and now that I'm done with Deadly Attraction, I'll have more time with this one! :) thank you for all the feedback on that one btw! Yes, there will be a sequel coming soon. Deuces! OH! But don't forget to leave feedback on this one though! Thanks! :) (5 comments for the next one!)