Chapter 37- Pain

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As I got up and walked around the room waiting for Aiden.

He was late again. I had to be going soon, but if I left now he would surely be angry.

"Hello ladybug~" a deep, drunken voice whispered into my ear.

A giggled but frown when I saw his eyes.
They were dilated.

He saw my starring at them and looked down and tried to kiss me.

I put one hand on his chest keeping him in place as I shook my head. "This is why you are late? You smoked!"

"Babe it's fine, I know you love the taste of the joints smoke." He growled and grabbed me forcefully.

"What the hell is that talk? You are to high to even speak normally."

As I pushed away I felt a searing pain on my left cheek. "You will not speak to me like that." He growled and grabbed my chin. I knew better than to struggle.

He kissed me and I tried to push him away. "You will do what I want you to do."

Tears slipped out of my eyes. Another slap.
He roughly grabbed my arms.

"I love you, you know that right?" He asked as he stared at me.

I nodded but I sniffled and he went back to what he was doing. He slapped me again. "Tell me you love me."

"I love you." I chocked out.

He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me.

All the pain I feel right now will be nothing compared to everything we will do tonight.
I thought.

He just isn't in his right mind. It will be fine.
I thought. But that was the night I lost my virginity.

To the man I swore I loved. The man that called me worthless without him.
The man who said he will never stop loving me.
The man I spent 4 years with.

He did get better. But then he started obsessing over me.

I had to finally tell him I couldn't be in a relationship when I'm away.

I will never go back to that pain.

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