Ben's POV: ok, I know "You're a jerk, you're a horrible person you're a player." blah blah blah I've heard it all. And I know I'm terrible but the truth is......I never liked Elita really. I mean I care about her dearly but I don't have any feelings for her romantically. I loved Livia at one point but she changed-completely changed. I can't even recognize her anymore.And Cassie I've never had any feelings for her AT ALL. I think she likes me but I don't like her back....The reason I kept going from girl to girl is because....I just wanted to be like any other "normal" teenage boy ya know have a girlfriend here or there. But it got out of control,I just wanted to be accepted because I know no one would like me for who I really am. I never got that feeling with any of those girls...I never felt that spark people say they feel when they've found "the one" well except for....no that not right..ITS NOT! I can't be like this it's not right... I'm not supposed to fell this way with...with...with..
A boy.
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||This is what love feels like||~An Aspen heights fanfic~
FanfictionWe all know the usual ships,Belita,Calita,Bassie,Belivia -duh but what if Ben/Callan loved someone else?
