Angela in Wonderland

14 - Going Back

I woke up, snoozy on everything. It's been a while since I last slept on someone's hands with the wind gushing through my short, jet black hair. It was a wonderful feeling.

"Are you okay?," Jason asked as I yawned in his arms.

"Yeah... I guess so," I smile at him, hearing his fast heartbeat.

"Don't forget you're Gabriel," Philip interrupts our sweet time which is actually sort of gay.

"Oh," is all I managed to say. Why did Philip made me eat this?! I can't enjoy this things fully with Jason. Maybe he doesn't want is together? I don't think so. I frowned at the thought, just not giving a damn about everything.

"We're near," Jason interrupts my trail of thoughts as I saw red lights from afar. They were more beautiful than the first time I saw them.

They were so... Mesmerizing.

I can't help but stare at those beautiful lights as a gun shot was heard.

"Take Gabriel with you!," Jason throws my thin body over to his brother as we both rode home together.

Wait.

"Jason!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as Philip's horse ran faster than before. Jason became little in my vision, much much more little afterwards.

"What are you doing?!" I exclaimed at his loyalty to his idiotic brother but Philip endured his desire to go back and save him. It's all written in his face.

"Why'd you leave Jason?" I asked him calmly. He smiled at me happily.

"Jason is actually stronger than anyone," he smiles at me but his worry keeps on staying on his expressions.

"Define stronger, Philip."

"He could smash people's hearts just by wishing it. He could control it pretty great," Philip smiles.

"But, you're worried." I added, making him a little stiff. Suddenly, a blush runs across his pale white cheeks, making him look like a blushing bunny.

"I-I'm n-not worrying about that idiot! He could die there and I don't care!" He shouts at me loudly, obviously hiding his true feelings. It was a cute side of him which I first see.

An explosion suddenly echoes through our direction. My blood suddenly became colder as I leaped out of Philip's stolen horse as tears roll down my manly cheeks.

"Jason!" I whined as my knees fell straight on the floor. He couldn't die. No, he won't die on me, never.

Please.

We arrived in a whole at the gates of our kingdom. No. I wouldn't like to take a step without Jason by my side. Philip was pulling my arm, but I will never budge.

No.

Jason.

A shadow came to us, having the shape of a horse. It was Jason's horse.

"Hey," Philip pats his head as he seemingly talks to the horse. The horse kept on neighing loudly. It doesn't sound good.

"What?" I asked him, finally getting the horse stable.

He simply shrugged and went in the kingdom, leaving me outside the red gate. No.

Jason.

He didn't die. I know he won't.

Tears roll down my cheeks, feeling it's warmth and pain.

Never.