The One That Got Away✔️

HEY LUCY?

Natsu's POV

Hey Lucy?

Do you know I've been eating all of the food in your refrigerator?

Do you know how lonely it is in your house when your not around?

Do you know I've found your books but chose not to read them?

Do you know I tried to write a story for you so I could see what was so fun about it and miserably failed?

Have you known how much I regret not telling you how beautiful you are every day?

Do you know how crazy you drive me as I try to stay in the friend zone?

Have you noticed I've tried to protect you from all harm, keep you from perverted stares, and saved your life all in hopes that you would see me as a boyfriend figure?

Is it wrong to ruin a friendship to find love?

Hey Lucy, did you know I've cried myself to sleep every night since you've been gone?

Did you know that everyone in the guild is worried about you?

Hey Lucy, do you know that I think you are one of the most precious girls to me?

Hey Lucy? Did you realize by now that I only put off the subject of love because I'm afraid of it?

Hey Lucy? Do you know u and I are beside each other on a keyboard?

Hey Lucy, do you know I'm not afraid of me falling in love with you as much as I'm afraid that you'll fall for another guy and he won't be able to love you with the same passion as I do?

Hey Lucy, did you know I'm still saving that seat?

"Hey Lucy, did you forget about that mark on your hand, or are you just trying to break my heart?

Hey Lucy, have you noticed the way I look at you is not with anger, but with passion.

Hey Lucy, did you notice I'm your body guard?

Hey Lucy, did you know I won't ever leave you?

Hey Lucy, if you ever betrayed me...I still couldn't hate you. In fact, I couldn't ever even dislike you.

Hey Lucy, when all is said and done, I really wouldn't mind spending forever with you.

Hey Lucy, come home, okay?

I bit my lip to stop the tears from spilling down my face. I knew she was coming back, it was the fact that she wasn't here with me now that made me depressed. I never knew how much I needed her, until she left me.

Hey Lucy? Did you know that I can't cook and I miss your homemade meals every night?

I started a fire in the fire pit and laid on the couch.

Hey Lucy? If I ever told you any of these, I might as well die of embarrassment, because I know that they are all 100% true so being rejected would be 100% rejected, and I couldn't handle that.

Hey Lucy, did you know if you ever died, I would probably die on the inside and become an empty shell?

Lucy, don't ever leave me okay? I never ever want to hear those words from your mouth again. Not ever.

I blinked away the tears as I laid on my back and stared up at the ceiling.

Hey Lucy? If everything turned against you, would you try to forget about me?

Could you ever hit the reset button and wish we had never even met?

Could you leave me?

Would you stay with me to my heart's desire?

Would you burn away into ashes?

Would you run before you became ashes?

If I ever tried to hurt you, would you fight back?

If something happened to me, could you put the bullet through my head?

I looked at the clock, 12:00am right at midnight.

Lucy, I'm not sure about what I'm feeling, is it love, hate, depression, maybe all three?

Maybe a whole new emotion I've never experienced?

Who knows?

I just want you back in my life, no I need you back in my life.

I ran my fingers through my messy hair and looked down at her diary. I wanted to so bad, but it was wrong so I flicked off temptation and stared over to the fire burning in the fire pit.

After everything we've been through, I miss everything about you.

I miss those brown eyes so much, so so much.

"Damn you Lucy!" I blurted out.

You're the only one who does this to me, the only one.

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I know it was short I'm sorry! I'll try to do better I just don't want to bore u guys! Don't forget to smile! :D